Battling the tide of emotions is a tough endeavour for alot of people.
Many don’t survive.
Many become hopelessly addicted to things that run their emotional distress
Soon enough you have liver failure or rotten teeth or your brain chemistry is being forever altered by these substances.
Life on its own is never easy to take
Sometimes i wonder why my struggles are more concentrated than others. It is the life of the monarch and the life of one of many that aren’t rewarded by the elitist cults
I only need to delve into the world of depression for a few moments to fully understand the depth of sadness that most are going through. Not understanding why they themselves are not rewarded like some of the anti human almost prophetic celebrities being shown to them.
This constant adoration of only one of a few hundred elites.
The endless combinations cycling through this adorations is tiring to keep up with so I tend to tune it all out. There are those that don’t even use technology and radio/the net etc they are Buddhist monks
While this life is appealing to me, I don’t feel I am right fit for being a Buddhist monk, almost undeserving. It seems everytime i try and reach out to a community like that they throw hurdles in my way. So i feel I am meant to be a Buddhist monk of the church of techno. In some ways my life is too complicated for A certain simplicity to become a Buddhist monk and i like men and my hair and holding money and stuff like that lol maybe something i will do when i am much older
Being a Buddhist monk of the church of techno is A role I take very seriously. Considering the fact that there are readers that are suffering. I only hope that my words in an almost seeming post apocalypse world now thanks to the nuclear disasters brings hope and contemplation to the people that read
Ascension itself is a very difficult process. It is tiring , exhausting, and there is little reward for people that don’t prop the systems structure up in some ways.
I am reminded of a phrase that enlightens me. In reading anne sextons life She was trying to get a priest to give her her last rites and he refused saying god is in your typewriter. Sadly she couldn’t take a life of trauma and pain and the fact that she had to sell herself to rich men.
This is why it is essential to bring a place like the virtual church of techno to the masses, because the world needs a Buddhist monk that isn’t living in isolation. The world needs a focal point for ascension, techno style. Something like this venue has been my dream for as long as I can remember and nothing brings me greater joy that typing out my worldy impressions and attaching my own made graphics to each piece.
Nothing makes me happier
Mind you depression and pain are never permanent
Just have to weather the storm and have faith that you too can traverse the spacial world
You too can have faith in your inherent world.
You too can evolve
You too can ascend
You too are enlightened
And you can be it, live it, move forward
And help others with ur talent.
- Shaun A. Delage
