Sunday, January 30, 2011

coding mathica




Life is one big darn complex code..i have been battling with how much in the public arena i am available and this is usually inherent in the technological millennium warriors psyche is to be available just a click away.
But essentially i chose to bring a virtual ministry to light very new age concept amusing to people that have to pay $50,000 to get anything, that i should develop an entire code to a ministry that can hold the belief in enlightenment, ascension, and evolution and to question all avenues in such
There is no other program alive in the position that i am in to challenge affairs of the state and the world if i am brought into the argument. While it would be pleasing to take on many causes. It is much easier to focus and become literally psychotic with the expressive nature of enlightenment and its actual presence.
There is no other Masonic prince of darkness that exists on earth other than myself by virtue of illusion because the rest have simply given up Their being to be a mirrored programmer
While my life may all resemble conspiracy and intrigue and it may have a certain sense of zero cool to it all and i think that may be the case and i am very fortunate to be able to type as fast as i can at like 170 wpm and be fluent in internet stuff it is amusing to me to be able to look at a virtuosity as a method of communication but not necessarily and extension of self.
I just did a fractal exhibit underneath this posting and i thought it would be cool virtually to show off the extent to my fractal obsession.
I hope the fractal exhibit changes peoples impressions visually as usual the blog continues by scrolling down the next page to the preceding blog post.
Many assume a life without infamy and stardom is the way to go and when you look at things in an opposite and inverted manner then everything seems to unfocus and align with what is to come and what is to take place.
Of course because it is biblical prophecy of what is to take place so in a way it must take place and the sooner people don’t put their belief into this end time scenario the better because this fear is what keeps society going at hyperspeed it only takes ones alignment with a more spacial force to be in tune with the constant download
I have been dealing with some chaos internet wise lately a really bad vibration, while it is in my best interests to not focus on the energy i must say it is quite a unique situation i guess i struggle with the concepts that i have somebody reading my blog that hates me and then i have the other dozen or so that are cultist that most likely read this to try and come to some understanding of the other side
Then i have the very few that support me, but i was just telling a friend that the number is probably 1 in 20 that actually get my inherent struggle in humanity and this number does deeply trouble me.
Writing my captivation piece and dealing with the health difficulties and nasty vibrations that ensued was challenging but in a way i knew what was in store for me. These days i understand what is to take place with the document and in a way the force behind the document prefers not to be seen and prefers those on the document not to be named.
For some infamy is their only safety and that can be measured with a timely death if you piss off too many people in a way that one sole document is kind of a life saver because it helps advocate on my behalf that perhaps I am not full responsible for my own actions while here on this earth in resistance to this all and in some ways i know i am a ruler of a far off galaxy and they found a way to send me to this place where i have zero power and authority and am made to sit in my little cubicle of an apartment instead of my digs elsewhere
In a way i have countered by entitling myself with entitlements and buying stock in the moon and in time travel
What they have is the illusion of youth that implies that you are a being of no substance in the future time. When in fact if you look back on your life from the present moment (being the future) it all falls into place quite easily. But try and see yourself staring back at you and communicating that to you is troubling in itself.
I received my masters degree and the course and did the test now i mailed it off and i will see what happens now and most likely will go further with it since i really enjoyed the teachings that universal life church founder had to reveal about the bible and about life.
This is what i have been looking for is a connection religiously. While ULC is not specifically Christian but a spiritual calling and is constantly in evolution, very much like Buddhism. I really enjoyed his almost comical outlook on the situation of religion and the illusions of faith
It will be nice to go further within the church!
I am pondering making a doctorate in universal matrix philosophy i have the rough draft so far so i will see/
I sold a few pieces of art thanks to my ex and he says they are great- my trials on making the site allowed me to make it and almost forget it so i never actually got to order anything now i may fetch something
I have to revamp my photos a bit make em huge so i can do poster sizes of the images that would be great
Still recovering balance wise gonna go deeper into causality and enlightenment next week
Thanks for hangin
I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a marmot
First i went to an apartment where i was on the phone with a  guy about a computer and he wanted me in something faster and more appropriate i said alienware and he was like yep and he made me go thru an obstacle course to get it and it was alot of fun
Next the marmot took me to a roadway
Ended up giving a blowjob to a guy on the side of the road another guy drove by and said gross stop that and started yelling so i stopped and was like we wernt doing anything
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Next i went to a big open field with cadets and tried to raise a canadian flag and they were trying to correct me to make me do it their way
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Ordering the cowardly path
But walking away from cowardice
Into a realm that sees past illusion
Into a realm that makes all known intellect stop
Makes all known time stop
And people get insanely jealous
When they can sense a being with more talent than they
-          Shaun A. Delage