Enlightenment can also be instituted by force by the system
Much of my life consists of being anomalous and that is troubling when you don’t fit in anywhere or with any type of personality
Yet you struggle amidst the illusion addressing it all and when the time comes the enlightenment keeps layering on.
Anybody in my position being hardwired in nocturnalism and being a virtual insomniac it allows me alot of time by myself.
Alot of it is spent in introspection and other times i am lost in a world of creativity
Only eating a small meal here and there in apocalypse style rationing and keeping human contact to a bare minimum
It is amusing to me to think of myself on ten years of this schedule and i wonder what i will be like on ten more years
Time spent in complete introspection, introspection to suffering, personal struggle. Psychic energy of the night and in a way guardian over those around me who slumber
When i do finally get to sleep when i am exhausted and i am relieved but can never get to the point of sleep unless i am exhausted
I still have no complaints however
Some days i get to go out and lead a normal life but with winter here i hardly see any sun
It is amusing to me because i know people around me wonder ‘how the heck can he live like that’ it has been even said i have a dark soul.
When i am the farthest from having a dark soul.
When people converse with me they find i am happy about 99% of the time. Nothing bothers me.
I lead an enlightened life constantly in a state of meditation from the vipassana tradition and this has been the case for 8 years so far
Fortunately i am mostly self employed so at this point i am able to lead the path onwards with my novel and other things. Second life provides me with a nice extra income as well. But i deserve it after so much sitting in the same spot for so long in dedication to mui store.
For me, ascension means bringing people through such a chaotic time with my virtual ministry amidst so much illusion and mindgames going on. Some people find it useful to hear a side that isn’t swayed by much that is going on and that is in verifiable defiance to it all, which some find comforting or like the intro to the church of techno says “some treat me with a level of hostility” as well
You can be reclusive or live an isolated virtual existence and still find your path
There are parts of the world that will find you
There is solace and comfort in individualism and sometimes the farther you stray from the flock and go into a sort of fundamentalist seclusion the world will catch up with you and as long as you stick with your core beliefs and your core purpose in life (which is always defining itself and changing with time)
You too can find comfort, awhile ago the internet was brought in to relieve boredom and give millions a new enlightenment and turned into a completely alien concept and now billions make their money on the information superhighway this is a goldmine to the hyper intelligent and the recluse because you can wake up at 3am and make some green and peppermint tea and login to your various virtual identities and run your little empire
There are so many avenues to go into...but what remains the trickiest concept is making money on the internet it literally takes decades of conceptualization to analyze and build your place on the net and some like me, even find their goldmine in a simple wordprocessing program called word haha imagine that.
So many are immersed into virtual identities and i found it amusing going on a porn site and could see a little icon pop up that said “jump to Anal cams, jump to shemale cams” I thought for a moment, do people actually click on this.??? I mean who in their right mind would click on an ‘anal cam’
Seems fun anyway lol but the fixation made me laugh
While nice to explore the internet also understand that it is there to track your every desire as well so while remaining guarded it is also wise to be chill about the whole experience and not only enlighten yourself but surprise those that are watching over you in various places with your amazing intellect and wit and charm.
While it may be amusing to login under a fake name or a tag name like asspirate402 or trickyvixen69 or even login under a different gender or not even human at all.
And just go nutz it is also wise to still remember that for the most part you are dealing with real people online and it is wise to respect them and their feelings.
What an age of enlightenment before us and it is literally only about 15 years old.
To be one with the one in the universe takes skill
I wonder how they made it in the 70’s and sixties with no net no texting no food like we have no espresso really (on every block)
I have to remind myself that the reciprocal nature of the earth is illusion that the 70’s did not happen as it is being made aware to us. That the world has grown immensely since then and that we will never go back there much like how i think of a human body we attach to so much repetitive nature when our entire cellular structure regenerates completely every few years. We are never the same ....why keep the same schedule
It is comforting to say the least
But welcome enlightenment and embrace the unknown
U never know where it will take ya tigerz
I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i got a nice grey donkey
It took me first to a city where i was wandering trying to find my way home when i just got deeper into side streets and came up to a big mountain and was going to climb it but i needed more money to get past a gate so i talked with a lady at the gate about what we were vaccinated against and she said she was vaccinated against ‘coonia’ which i though was getting pretty weird lol
Next the donkey took me to another mountain for a skitrip and people were in bunks up to 8 in a room somebody found some fingers in the snow and i stuck to the bunny hill
Trying to fin the way to discover the self
Imagining a place where there is no self
Only you and i and a bit of self
Wandering aimlessly discovering what is self
But amazement when you are graced with self
Looking inward you only discover a deeper self
Only if you try
The self will find you
But you have to work hard at it
- Shaun A. Delage