People need to recognize and come to terms with their own inherent suffering within the system before they can affect change in the world and staring illusion in the face so to speak and addressing it wherever it comes up
Mostly living for oneself within the system but also put it out there into the universe that you as well want to join the countless other beings that are given the choices to either ascend evolve or be enlightened
The calling of the spirit so to speak
But don’t stop there
Also ask that you too may be happy, healthy and prosperous and that your relations be free from danger as well ...
It is wise to protect oneself continuously especially when other beings are around your being.
For example carrying a protective or grounding stone or fanning incense with a piece of cardboard throughout the whole body (it is not as effective when you just use the hand+plus the hands carry negativity) onto your auric field
Or to speak the following words to yourself while urinating “I am ridding myself of negative energy/toxins attached to my being and spirit body” now i did make a post a few back about urine therapy and that is wise to also take in the energy from the body but do it at a different time then when your releasing the energies from your body-only you know it too well, and also not advisable to drink the urine if it is unable to be drunk for example too salty or you just ate a toxic meal, lots of aspartame hehe etc
It is essential that you figure out methods like these or meditation to help YOU recover and be able to look onward and upward into the horizon with a beautiful smile. Rather than get bogged down with things continuously- because there are only a few beings on earth not bogged down by something continuously hunting them from the corners and shadows.
Even the most enlightened beings have alot of this energy attached to them even the dalai llama and gurus etc they have just mastered and have gotten super effective at cycling the nastiness away from them as soon as it arrives !
It really leads some down on either intoxicating or a saddened path
It is imperative that you find ways to cope in such a system that attaches things and entities to you at well. Be it negative energy or curses (and a curse is simply negative intent btw) or other forms of negativity.
It is also wise to be thankful for things that you take advantage of but have no idea what life would be like with out em like your hearing, your sight, your limbs, your senses etc
Many people are born without some of these things and with great lifelong ailments. It is wise to think of oneself as being fortunate for being graced with a full faculty of perception.
Also in your meditations learn to direct energies outward and away from your body and back to the earth that sent it to you. Much like a metta meditation But you can say things like “Stress outward, curses away, negativity out of me, back to the earth that sent it to meh”
Dont just send energy outward however though or you will drain yourself but i am not saying go to the extreme and go up to people and steal every ounce of their living energy that is equally as sick
Welcome waves of energy to you that are aligned with your core values, your dreams, and your wishes.
There is a plethora of energy out there waiting to be plucked like a piece of fruit from a fruit tree.
I have been pondering some of the harsh experiences i have been involved in to essentially shape my character and focusing on adolescence. In effect shaped my being and my soul to what it is today.
My not having my soulmate is enough reason for me to literally close off the lower 3 chakras in protest lol (for the time being)
When he does come into my life he will be a godsend but mostly i would want to identify with his spirit above all and probably wont be able to keep my hands off of him.
Anyways when i was a youth i had strange things happen like i’ll be waiting for a bus and all of a sudden the guy next to me is exposing himself like yikes, or people on busses would start to rub their crotches. To full on cocaine induced voyeuristic sexcapades in hotel pools with millionaires at age 15
Kind of a nutzoid way to grow up i know, but enlightenment is not for the faint of heart i am warning you now hehe
This perversity with sexuality be it criminal or straight or gay or whatever reminds me that being somewhat disinterested in sex in my twenties is something to be embraced. Around my age is when people find out they have a nasty infection and i feel with my mate who loves me as much as i do him is probably going through the same thing.
It is wise to put oneself favourably considering the dark hell magic or curse always surrounding me and stay alive and healthy as long as i can. This energy comes from a lower and sicker world than ours so having a serious disease is a normal thing down there.
But also this restraint and patience opens myself up for an expansive life with choices made up on constant reflection and sacrifice for a later time. If i went to the club these days i would probably just go to watch people and smile and drink water lol i’d be like a cat, of course i would get picked up in an instant (knowing whats out there) but that is why i stay away hehe
This is how i feel about my book not many know how to write a book or how it is done. And i do !!
I am almost finished my rough draft, i imagine i have about 12 or so chapters left omg for me to say that yay
It will be great the day i can write a letter of intent to the gay publishers in north America and for them to welcome my manuscript and well that day i know is in the future for meh. My purpose is to stay sane, healthy, happy and alive.
And live a life of sacrifice needed to affect real change
That is an essential causality to living a life of meaning.
I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice lemur these are nice creatures and are relatively tame if you treat them nicely
It took me to a huge gymnasium where people where getting picked by lottery to form a rock band
Me and this guy sat high up on the bleachers and were picked it meant superstardom there was a guy there that wanted to play piano for me nude which i accepted
Next the lemur took me to a housecall where i was a cop and with my hot partner and we were both responsible for each others lives, i wanted him in the bedroom cause the guy had abs omg hawt i kept having to adjust my microphone and i was very proud of becoming a cop.
Fascinating life
Where one is many
But two is a no show
And where would 3 ev3r fit in
But one with you and one without
Fascinating it would be to live a different life
But would you want to?
Most would say yes, paradoxically.
- Shaun A. Delage