Sunday, November 28, 2010

egg laying


Many people walking around and dealing with you are simply programs.
They were bred for a purpose and they fulfil that in the matrix to the best of their abilities
If you are lucky enough and i mean lucky and fortunate enough to have a singular soul nearby that would like to ascend or evolve or enlighten themself.
Believe me that is a gift
At this point i am surrounded by people that choose not to ascend only to further their reliance on the system
Most supremely identify with ignorance, it is the easiest methodology of living
One of the only routes to enlightenment lies with introspection. Mind you there are other fringe methods like the fetish of pain etc but not recommended because the enlightenment would be different than the supreme level of ascension.
Mind you anybody can attain enlightenment but you cant just focus on it for one hour a day in your meditations
You have to be able to be a living embodiment of the enlightenment you profess to attain
Stay calm 100% of the time and even while people are trying to raise or level out your emotions to trigger electrical response understand that this is in a sense coded programming in a sense to make you react.
If they see nothing bothers you it may make them fiercely envious for some time but also just know this is your life and your emotions and your health
You have to be selfish with these things because people literally die from stress
You have to be able to manage this quality in yourself along with tempering social qualities
I mean that specifically to not allow yourself to be endlessly programmed by people at every turn. If you are a very social person than having the ability to fend off much of where you are being directed
Even in the routes of enlightenment you will find some levels of illusion
It means figuring out the essence of the illusion and fixing it in your minds eye to something with more stability and possibly working to correct that quality in others if it is a persons illusion you are dealing with
The individual matrix philosophy is resounding in many individuals who choose not to be apart of the system yet they are heavily interlaced within their own quasi matrix that is almost inescapable either due to societal strain or individual mental blocks
Many try to put on so many fake faces or masks to appease people like bosses or family that these masks sometimes over run the life and you lose touch with who you are
Much of my own life consists of an inner hatred for my path but when that comes up i smile and think of a small cat that just walked through a park and finding a piece of meat and walks up to it and grabs it with its mouth and drag it off to feast on this wonderful piece of food just found.
The cat should not be tormented or beaten or slaughtered because it was operating out of instinct rather than the inherent need to take something that wasn’t theirs
Power animals are a gift to each person. I see people and i see their power animals usually like oh that person is a dog , or oh jeeze that person has to be a platypus or that person is a giraffe
One important lesson to learn in life is before you go to sleep to ask your power animal to come close to you and reveal itself along with asking yourself to remember your dreams to the best of your ability to write it down. But as well asking for guidance and protection so you don’t become fearful of the dreamstate and live to intoxicate yourself so you don’t perceive it.
You may also ask your power animal to take over your body as well
And don’t be surprised if they take it over and have sex they are naturally curious of the human orgasm state they will soon figure it out and show you deeper realms once satisfied
You may also find you have many many power animals or that you have had so many animals over your lifetime
Usually your main animal will reveal itself in the first dream and some of its friends or other animals will show up later on with sometimes a whole room of animals waiting to meet you
Of course you cannot control things like being scared of them because of our earthbound perception of fierce animals or things like the animal reincarnating from a housecat to a shark etc or saying things you don’t mean in your dreamstate to them essentially hurting their feelings. or do you something to offend the animal or make it sad...like trying to trap it in a cage or dress them like i do in my dreams lol
If this does happen make a conscious effort to apologize when you do wake and ask the animal to return to you again and that you didn’t mean to bring them sadness.
Also it is important that you work tirelessly to bring your power animal close to you even in your waking life so that you may be guided by them and your human guardian entities
But also keep in mind that a power animal may be mythical or something you don’t expect or another dimensional creature you are unaware of
I have heard things like never speak about your power animal it offends them
This may be rightfully so but some animals like to be adored and talked about some animals want to be a celebrity and make you into one as well . some animals like to be known.
It would be of use to research the animal or the closest variation on earth so that you can relate to it better when you do meet
And like i said always allow it to take over your body in the dream world if you can, chances are the animal is hundreds of thousands of years old and can show you things you never thought was possible
My animal is a tabby cat with spots and it is one of the oldest Egyptian feline bloodlines so in a sense that feline operates on a whole different level. I am very fortunate to have this animal as my guardian but it took effect after much of the trauma ensued in my life and continued to layer on. The protections afforded by this animal are unfathomable
My animal guardians shifted quite a bit because some were not able to handle me, or my pain so i essentially ended up with the tabby that looks like a kitten
I listen to the animal over my five spirit guides mostly
I feel guided and protected and it feels like it has somebody that can help it evolve even from the other side and in that is the perfect relationship with a real love and a real harmony and a real basis for growth.

i ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a fantastic delight i get a nice mole, now these are cute creatures and even nice to pet when they are in a good mood.
There was a big cruise ship and these tend to occupy my dimensional travel lately since my real life cruises i was on leave for a bit and needed to find my way back to the ship so i wandered the streets searching i found myself at stores and businesses  that were mansions and a store combined.
I asked a retail associate where the ship was and she went into a complex tirade she looked down and noticed i wasn’t wearing any shoes so i quickly put sandals on i walked through the alleys by a plumbing and sheeting store and a barber i also walked through a large mall and saw a lady handing out nuts so i settled on a purple walnut and ate it ...
Next the mole took me to the ship i guess i made it back in time the whole ship was massive i tried to find a breakfast buffet amongst countless delis and diners and such and i stopped to use the washroom and washing my hands a stud came up next to me and rubbed arms with me so i rubbed back (romancing his arm) then dragged him into a washroom stall and he got nervous and left ...lol poor guy. The ship was massive about 3 blocks wide and even longer
They were doing train trip excursions many things were going on there was countless pubs and restaurants
This time i was a rep from the church of techno on the ship and i told them we have about 20 faiths that are able to subscribe to the church without any clashing of the faiths. I went to go to a sushi place and it had live lobster and stuff and i saw they had a sign “breakfast wraps” i kind of walked away because all i wanted was the usual eggs and sausage and toast type buffett but couldn’t find it amonst the musky diners and such of this place.

Working to attain a spiritual path and a spiritual life
Takes a love for oneself
That exists way past any earthbound relationship
It means kissing your enemies
And figuring out where you rest
And mind you death comes at a fine line with each choice
But nothing you should ever be fearful of
My friends on the path
To take risks
To be different
To be your ultimate reality
To be you .
-          Shaun A. Delage