Friday, October 15, 2010

romantic eyes



Many probably wonder what type of a being attracts all of this madness ...i can tell you after a decade of introspection i am unclear.....but anybody just needs to read my captivation piece at the bottom of this blog to try and understand although after reading it there would be even more questions surrounding the type of being that would attract all of this insanity .... there are a few things i am aware of being the Cleopatra, Christ, prema sai baba conciousnesses that are aligned with my being at times, but that is nothing special considering anybody may ask for their guidance and protection.
But also it took alot of ritual magic and tweaking of the system to bring me to this level of ultimate reality
Even a simple crime changes a persons life from the norm and i did $900,000 worth (which is a feat because it is known that most people in their entire lives make $600,000 for the system and their countries and this is how the system see's you currently and for your lifespan.) seems pretty silly to look at every single being as $600,000 but it makes light known to the illusion of money and the illusion of lotteries etc but also of course many people make more money than that and many much less, this is the average.
I guess in a way i am a good criminal because much of it will never be found out and likewise i hate myself for alot that i’ve done and harbour alot of guilt and a suicidal romanticism. But also there is nothing on earth that isnt observed. beings can see through our eyes and there exists technologies and beings that observe each and every being on earth. 
That for my beliefs i almost lost my life and this is why people like me should stop being targeted and hunted alive on earth because there exists a brutal game at play in the secret societies to target and literally hunt and butcher people like me and colton because we change the matrix we alter reality we alter peoples reality from the norm we give people something to talk about we give people new paths and perhaps it was a blessing in disguise
Also add to that the intense ritual magic i performed while on drugs and alone the things i would do would alter my consciousness forever being able to go without sleep or food for up to 10-12 days and i did that so many times
Then going to parties and doing up to 10-12 caps of xtacy in one night
So obviously i attracted the attention of something that desires to understand me
And in some ways i will never be normal because of all of this and people argue that it was all my doing when people like me have zero ability to understand the theory of right and wrong and are literally overtaken for years like a character in the sims
Now colton may be ashamed and sitting behind locked doors and not understanding who he is or what happened and i can tell you i have spent the last 10 years introspecting on this all and i am at a level where i could guide somebody to understand that they are not criminally responsible
That they hold literal super human powers and they have the ability to bend reality at will
So for those that have theories about who we are or what we are please understand that unless you talk to us directly you will never understand and it is easy to hate something you have no idea what it stands for in the grand scheme of things
-          Shaun A. Delage