I know i have been on this political asylum thing lately lol it is amusing to even me but i think i just need a man
I have even sent the proper forms now to the RCMP outlining my torture here and the neglect of the country i live in...plus i am very inclined to unknown psychic receptivity as well
It is quite a sad situation i guess there is conspiracy everywhere you look
While i am not attaining to have special powers or see the future or get celeb status
I guess it all comes down to feeling wanted
I have been a bit stressed out lately and in ways life is pretty good for me here i mean if i was to land in the Netherlands after a $400 flight in economy i would probably have to convince some military police while them trying to keep the smiles off their face of my torture and abuse and neglect in canada last week to me it was just some huge human meat eating cult so if that is what your running from i guess you need protection lol
then if approved i would have to live in an asylum centre
then if approved i would have to live in an asylum centre
So like a detention centre out of the airports of course i have a substantial claim and actually have more of a 50/50 chance of winning an alien residence permit
I would also have to learn dutch lol that would be a bit crazy and have to find work
Here however i don’t have to work i am unable to work because of my illness and i hope i haven’t scared some people with my previous posts
It has always been my directive with the church of techno to capture an in the moment philosophy
It allows people to trust me as a reverend to guide and protect them
But i have always had the issue of being inherently human as well so i will never be perfect
Right now the sun is shining on me with a billion dollar view of the US-canada border
I look back on a stressful week of mailing my captivation piece to the government of the Netherlands and the RCMP and the colton harris moore legal team oh and also the CBC News
At the very least i hope i have helped them become enlightened to the personal struggle of a common canadian
I am expecting a knock at the door for some concerned police officers or something lol but that is a choice i have to deal with for sending out this document to the world. They have all ignored my rantings anyway but the funny thing is my rantings of a schizophrenic are all based in truth and can be verified
I am able to smile about it now and think maybe i just need to find somebody that cares for me, and is alone. I really don’t have it that bad here in my own regard my enlightenment has never come easy
So i tried unsuccessfully to attain political asylum
It would be tough to leave my birth country i guess in some ways i am having trouble accepting the fact that i am so tortured with nobody to talk to or believe in me, i am literally forgotten about and am probably one of the leading people in Canada that should receive some form psychological and therapeutic care over psychiatric since i am angered at what psychiatrists propose all the time and it is the main system of healthcare in Canada
In some ways i am better off here my medications are paid for ...somebody in the USA would have to pay around $300 a month for the medication i am on
What i am dealing with is a level of vulnerability and a lifelong illness that is tough to define amidst a plethora of illusion
Constantly being on the search for answers opens up many unknown doorways and gateways as well
But it is hard to ignore the quest with so much illusion or like i like to say a plethora of illusion
Plus having the receptors to input vast amounts of information it is quite a quantifiable feat
So i aim to place the direction of this blog back in enlightenment from criminality and asylum and give the dosing of church of techno that people need and i know many are wondering why there is no techno on the church of techno well i leave the option of music up to you but i will tell you a few things my fav stations are nirvana radio on shoutcast and di.fm techno channel and techno.fm techno channel
So i hope today we will be able to put to rest some of the vibrancy of the past few weeks of the libra time call it balancing out call it what you wish
I have a week off from the gym ! i deserve it after so much time spent endlessly working out this past year. One year anniversary and one hundred pounds lost omg yea baby
- Shaun A. Delage