The amazing psychic energy people have over us
The relations of our familiarity
The power over our mind
When one believes they matter
When one believes those around are them
Who is my most faithful
Some would say strangers
Others would say family or friends
Some would say pets
Many different personality types
Inclusion into the master ruling race
In time we will all come to understand
Much is gradual
Many are not afforded the keys to their own life
Most are happy being subservient
No life without purpose
No choice without a thought
No energy without a spectrum
No force without an emotion
Occasional hints that the system knows you
Hates you
Loves you
I call on my guides to come and fetch me
This time, i get an actual star
Purple star
Beautiful shining
You could seat yourself inside no problem
It dropped me off on the top of a bus
Sitting comfortably
I looked out the window
Gazed at the passing scene
We went by a virtual warzone drugzone
Craziness
Filth, sketchiness
Hate
Sickness, urine soaked allies
People are put there to die
In about 18 months their lives will end
And this is known all to well
Every city has them
It is the western cities that have grown adept at placing the most vulnerable
In these places
I saw a guy and a girl reading some porn magazines in an alley
Suddenly i came up to the border to iran
You can literally be beheaded for being independent
Makes me think, that i don’t really mind the power structures in place currently
Given what could take place if the Iranians took hold of north America
I got searched and the guard placed extra special attention on my crotch
I also had to take a urine test with him watching
I was on my way for a summer study program
Remembering that i forgot my binder at home, i think to myself...i can get a new one
I arrived at the skool
It had been renovated to be a casino
It was named after studly macauly culkin
I was there with my new family and a few others
They got super mad that i didn’t give them a confirmation email for the membership to the casino
Funny we all played a bit of golf and won a medal
I was on top of a mountain peak
Somewhat fake somewhat real
I just said to myself i am just going to die right here
The mountain will pierce my heart and two drops of blood will slide down into the river/raver.
Fifteen fish will drink it and below that 4 fishermen will catch those fish and feed them to the village
My star swung by sensing my pain and despair
It dropped me off in the middle of nowhere
I saw a few people in the distance so i walked up
I saw one lady and a bunch of guys
The lady said angrily
.-your going to clean my shoes-.
-.All of them.-
I kinda thought that was a but sick looking at her feet
I thought she needed a six hour pedicure
The shoes were filthy, grime on white
Sick
I told her i am going to take a nap
The guys started up a jackhammer at the farm in the boonies
What the hell am i doing here i thought
Then at once i was inside the star again
I went to a crazy crazy insane dimensional rave
I had dozens and dozens of dimebags filled with weed on me
As well a pocket stuffed with folded up money
Being so fucking blitzed i walked out of the party trying to find the people i came with , a cute stud and his girlfriend but not romantic
I was crushing on him, super thin, highlights albino raver boi
As i was walking out i heard this night is going to be like no other night
I walked out of the party and into the street and naturally being as high as i was i needed a taxi to take me home
Feeling like i couldn’t really take public transportation
But knowing that there is a bus that will take me to a hybrid skytrain type thing if i need it
I walked into a grass boulevard up to a pagoda with many taxi phones on it
I look up into the roof of the pagoda and it says “Masonic rotunda”
Hmm, i thought...trying to call the phones there nobody answered
Actually i kind of heard a shrill on the phone
At that point dozens of people started amassing on the grass around me
A lady stuck out sort of short hair soccer mom type she was looking at me and smiling. Hmmm eastern star i thought...i wanted to ask her if she was a turtle
She would have replied “You bet your sweet ass i am”
Feeling a bit outnumbered and kinda freaked out.... i go thru the crowd and look up at a street sign thing that had dozens of the usual rectangular street signs, this is freaking complex i thought...
I ended up darting into a hotel restaurant next and looking for my rave buddies was a daunting task i noticed a table where people were doing some crazy bingo but more smokey and dark than usual so i left a bunch of bags of marijuana on the table and walked out towards a parking lot.
Thinking i am going to get cold, i saw a few sweaters and such on hooks
I thought to myself i should fetch one
But decided not to
After trying a few on, some were some pretty strange fabrics like plastic bodyparts and foil lined Styrofoam
Was like yikes
So i walked outside and sat in the parking lot and somebody came up and handed me some upscale steak dinners
I looked at them how couture they looked
Grabbing a piece of the filet i took a bit which was fine,
I just kind of carried the plates with me while trying to text my pals
I couldn’t reach them
Feeling flustered i walked on towards the bus stop and past the crowd again
Holding the steak dinners
I pass one to somebody and then to the soccer mom and said bon appetite
I was on my way thru the subway owned by you guessed it
Figuring this is all illusion anyway the star flew into my gaze and swooped me up, it was a rather confusing time, but generally ok
I will miss that stud
I hope he will be ok
Perhaps it was his first rave
Good thing i stuffed his pockets with $1000 dollar bills
I was then dropped in an old mansion
I was walking thru when somebody really came up to me, and violated me
It wasn’t really rape but technically it was by our own dimensional standards
Feeling ashamed i walked on
I knew the person was very high so i didn’t do anything
I could have been a panther and bit into him, but i have learnt my lesson with that
In the more murderous realms where simple cordial communication is done through mutilation
But most cant handle those places
I simply keep my mind open and my protective nature in place
So i don’t get suffocated or anything in the process
He ran up again and i said
What you did to me kind of violated me
He said he didn’t mean anything by it
That he was simply into a first encounter
I said what a way to make yourself stand out, do you even know what your doing?
He vanished, too much to think about i guess
I walked by crowds of people and a girl gave me a thick stack of cheques
And some wads of cash
There were so many people looking and waving and such i could hardly make sense of it all
My star swung by and swooped me up
It landed on a spectrum star which is very rare
It communicated in light form, which can be tough to communicate with
It asked me if i learnt anything
I said this is rare for a guide to communicate this
Usually they just transport me and vanish
I told it with flickering my eye that i was still pretty confused
But my lessons and a more metaphorical nature was coming out
I sensed in a natural way that i was on a special path and that nobody could compare
No matter what the system would make me believe that i am just another member of the flock
Exactly said the star
I hope i get to see you again
And it was gone
I swim past the oceanic green hue in cannes
Working on a hawt and seductive natural tan
Boyishly cute my next endeavour is in Milan
I fly through the day and night like a sort of batman
But still stuck around people on the level of a caveman
I look into my eyes in the mirror and see an iridescent cyan
Outrunning and outgunning the ugliness of a corrupted lawman
I still take time to ride him, like a stuntman
I hear of, in the distance a sort of paranoia about the Taliban
Thinking all in all... it is all about the man to man
I know i am going to be a self made superspan
Wearing the tights of the super sexy and elite spiderman
I walk through the earth like a supersized shy lamb
I know deep down inside i am just another angry young man
- Shaun A. Delage