Like many in more established genres of society
One would come to an understanding of one self
Versus the community they will do anything to protect
I have a love for gay men and women
Ravers
Alternative crowd
Futuristics
Conspiracy theorists
Leftists
Vegetarians
Clubkids
The list goes on
Even finding fault with everybody is the target of those opposing the said cultures
I know i have arguments with my own gay men
I mean, i know we are pretty hated
Never have to have kids
Higher disposable income
Actively advertises sleeping with married men
Drug culture
Fashionistas
Just because i submit to a title does not mean i adhere to the norms
Nor does it mean i support the genre in every vision
I am somewhat of an anti gay
Many are like me
Many want to be me
I can fly into a gym un-noticed
Watch a guy strip down in the changeroom
No real incursion
Do my own thing
I don’t really prance from point a to b
I am VERY compassionate
Considering most in my culture
I am a gay man and i am proud to be who i am
I am a raver and i am proud to be who i am
I am a man and i am proud to be who i am
I am good looking and i am proud of that too
I am a writer and i am so proud
I am an aries and i am verrrrry proud of that too
I call on my guides to show me the way...
Knowing full well what is going to take place...
I get a nice mallard duck that wants to take me under its wing for some time
To tell you the truth i didn’t expect waterfowl
I absolutely adore these creatures
Funny the first place he brings me is a casino
Which is great
I thought to myself the design of the place must be multi dimensional
I put my bill in and won $62 bucks
What a good bet i thought
I saw a guy staring at me with a Vietnamese lady
I wondered of their intent
I just walked around the forest outside and thought
i would come back for another play
the duck pounced by and i knew it was time to go
it plopped me down in front of a mirror
i thought i look ok
and a lady walked in
she had lots of plastic surgery
good body
she was into eating telekentik cookies
i told her the age of the body modifications is upon us
and it is more beautiful to look completely abnormal
than it is to live life with your beautiful natural features
a monkey walked up and offered us many types of cereal
which was just yummy
she said i didn’t have to worry
i will never have plastic surgery in my life
i was born with naturally good looks
some aren’t she said and then they go into the nether region
of not really looking human, really...seems to be the going attraction
the mallard swung by and flew me off to another one of my condos
my maine coon cat was there and a parrotlet
i was asking the feline to reveal herself to me since she had her back shaved
she was too embarrassed and sicked the parrot on me and it started biting me
from, all angles...
and all out attack
of course i just ignored the beasts
and opened the heavy curtains and looked outside
considering i was in a darkened condo
the glistening of thousands of towers around me
was beautiful
alot more metropolis than i am used to
i walked over to the computer and got a virus
fun i thought trying to figure it out
getting nowhere
i go back to the window
and notice a ship in the harbour in the distance
it could actually walk on land
with insect like metallic legs
and in horrifying sequence
the ship sprouted the legs and walked backwards
toward my suite
in this horror
i stumbled backwards on somebody
a cute guy
i said sorry bud
didn’t see you there
i told him what was going on
and he freaked
reached for a knife
and we didn’t know what to do
while i was watching the window
he was on his iphone
charging sexeh underwear to his account
he said they will help pay the rent
feeling his sadness
i knew what he meant
and i knew the depth of despair in his soul
the mallard duck swung by just before the ship backed into the balcony
he dropped me off with a few guys
fantastic i thought
i guess my travels have left the female side to brief spiritual interludes which i am very comfortable with considering the energy work i place myself in.
I was with this one guy specifically he was wearing a brown shirt with a Masonic emblem and a black overshirt
Everything shut down
I mean everything
Phones
Electricity
Chaos
So this guy took me around and in a few places we slaughtered people
Which at the beginning i found sickening
Now i am just used to it
When your whole body and self gets ripped to pieces and put back together
You kinda are able to stomach the more lower beings energies and still effectively work with them for the greater good
But a more multi dimensional aspect of evolution
To set those free who are trapped endlessly and do not understand they are trapped. The only method available is to simply live their life
We were wandering around a darkened city trying to keep away from EVERYTHING i mean people and groups of people and just stay quiet
We did try and hail a cab
It just sped by with a few things inside
Another was in the distance so i put my arm out and whistled with both index fingers
It stopped and the guy said he doesn’t pick up foreigners since everything has collapsed
In some parking lot my escort ran away and i was left alone
Finding a pair of flying roller blades i started to skate
Into another dimensional shopping mall
I sped thru end to end to get a good feel for the place
Noticing everywhere i went had broken glass
Avoiding the glass
I started looking for some shoes in my size to put on
So i didn’t have to speed everywhere
I look around at the horror of the scene
I mean is a typical super mall but with environmental disaster
Shops are open but is more north korea like aura to the place
Floors wet
Darkened souls scurrying from place to place
I found myself in a big atrium
All of a sudden about 10,000 people gathered
So close
That you could barely move
I mean people were grabbing and touching
I was afraid my passport was going to get lifted
And i would have to stay there
Then the crowd dispersed
Kind of like a silent rave i thought
So i just walked around
Found myself at an entrance or doorway
I meet a guy in his bathrobe
He sits down
Showing me his perfectly sculpted abs and everything else
I cant help but stare
I told him how hot he was
And he said he knew
But that he wasted his life being a hyper sexual man
Selling his very soul for the gratification of the cock
Now he is stuck here
But he just wanted one thing from me
I said sure
I knew what he wanted
And we locked lips
I put my hand on the back of his neck
And whispered in his ear
You are loved, you are set free, may you be happy, may you be healthy, may you be free
And most importantly ....i believe in you
He vanished at that point
I knew what horror was coming
Some sort of punishment
So i walked into the dark restaurant
To receive my fate
And all around dummies started collapsing
Losing shape and losing their arms, legs and heads
I mean they didn’t look human
They just looked like typical fashion dummy models in the store windows
This lasted for quite some time
Looking around this wouldn’t be freaky to most
But to me, it was hell
I don’t know why
Perhaps it was the ambiance of it all
Dark room
Candlelight and walking into a dummy with barely enough light to see
And its limb would fall off and shatter
I had to get out of there
This was one of the forgotten places i venture into alot
It is painful to see how the people in charge have messed up so many places
And how many they have left behind
Also they were ashamed at where they had to live, it makes any skid roe look like a 5star
I walked thru a few streets trying to find a place to rest
I was drained
A car went by, which was an odd sight
And a ton of young adults and hipsters walked up
Started smiling and laughing and wondering what i was doing there all alone
Feeling a sigh of relief
I explained what happened
They wanted to play a boardgame with me
Kinda take my mind off of things
I had a letter in my pocket which had instructions to aid them
But i couldn’t find anybody to give it too that would be able to perceive it
They took me to a hideout
I asked them a few questions
They said i was safe with them
And even in places like this people still can love
Even though they have slammed the doors on these people
And there is no way of escaping, through any means they can understand
I asked them what this whole thing was
Who they were and what was going on
A guy walked up to me
I looked at him, and forgot everything
I grabbed his hand
And said, do you have a boyfriend?
And he smiled and said no
So i put my arm around him
And said i need you
I have been in this place for awhile
I love you
My mallard swung by
Took me to a world that was exactly like this one
There were the usual rave crowd but i saw the people feasting on others
It was gross
The last humans i guess
Somebody comforting in their nature is a rare sight
That is why my energy evades detection
And why the soul of my being radiates and welcomes
Those secretly to my eyes
I wandered around just taking it all in
Kind of a gotham vs downtown east hastings in Vancouver
I walked into a wheat field
And walked up another man
LoL
Figures, my little panther like stride
He asked my name
I said, shaun...that is my given name, but some other names i gave him are as follows
hawaii name
Kauno Aleni Kelake
native american
Tahatan
aztek
Yaztachimal
roman
Aulus Calpurnius Magnus
He asked where i was from, i said Victoria
I asked him, how long he has been in this place
And he smiled and said this is the only thing you have to know right now...
Your “brother” who was gay knew a bunch of celebs and elites
And made it his business to make a mockery of your life
He is in a mansion not too far away
Incredible
I thought
And the mallard swung by
Flew me around the world
A few times and released my energy into a full spectrum particle effect that spanned the globe.
My theory sometimes goes into the sphere of being faded
I walk with two feet and two arms somewhat jaded
I believe in my heart to my being, being somewhat sacred
Knowing full well what those that govern us have a full hatred
A society so degraded
A flesh being so xrated
An ego so deflated
I walkmypath so incredibly animated
I look at you and know in one look if you are dedicated
You look at me and know with two glances that i am liberated
Somewhat elevated
Usually pixilated
Where one soul would meet another to become integrated
Then choose to be completely isolated
Our lives are intrinsically complicated
Living in delusion of being mutilated
The power structures can evolve exaggerated
Living in a filth realm of being decapitated
Slowly eradicated
Humiliated
Contaminated
Those that guide us will always be illuminated
Unsophisticated
Underpopulated
Please guide me away from this simulated
Game theory
And into my own evolution
As a real human being.
- Shaun A. Delage