The natural sphere
The energetic life
The balanced approach
Many will try and latch their negativity onto you
You MUST find ways to release that from yourself and your mind
A simple comment can you send you packing two thousand miles away
To defy all
To recognize there is bitz of love everywhere you look
You just cant be looking with jaded eyes
Perhaps love itself is somewhat of an illusion at times
Something that can never be bought or sold
Although people try
It usually fades away
Real love,
People know....
Can last many lifetimes
The identity crisis
Who am i
Who are you
Who is she
Who is he
What is that
I am simply living here in this second
Take it or leave it
Enjoy it
It is your choice if you want to scowl or smile
I can deal with both
Every millisecond spent making myself stand out
Somewhat true
Although it is nice to blend in
Safe to say
I am possibly leading others on their path
Or perhaps they are ignoring me
I called on my guides
It took me a moment to figure out what was coming at me
A beige but half iridescent sand dollar
Fleshy mini tentacles on the lower half of the saucer
Nice 9 pointed star on the top
It just said to me in visual terms hop on
I grabbed both edges with both arms and kinda locked my feet on the other end
It flew me into a room
The room was surrounded in gelatine
Inside was a sickening cheap hotel
Somebody was watching me thru the window
I felt freaked
I looked over and saw a laundry basket bent out of shape
Perhaps melted
I dunno
I picked up a pen and tried to write where i was
It started leaking black ink everywhere
I have a habitual pattern of the written prose
The sand dollar could sense my fear of the place
so it flew by and picked me up in one swoooooooop
at once i was in a pretty ritzy condo place
i look out the window and see about 5 or 6 towers
just thousands of windows
all dark
a pool gleaming blue green in the near distance
each suite musta cost about a million here i thought
i heard some singing
fantastic
i grabbed the dial on the mp3 docking station
turned it up
beautiful
i am in heaven
kind of melodic operatic celestial splendour meditative
male and female blended into one
somebody wanted me to go look thru the building but i wanted to stay
i wanted to stay and listen to the tunes
enjoy this place
look at the scene before me
enjoy the apartment
very eccentric furnishings
not of this dimension i thought
well, enough i am going to explore
i walked endless halls
wandered through the sweet smelling corridors
beyond 5 diamond
but to live in
and not for just two nights
i looked over at an open pane window overlooking the crystalline pool
i saw a trim guy long and lanky but uber cute swimming naked
probably about 26 yrs dark short hair little bit of pecs
beautiful body
swims like a godlike being
i watched him and wanted this, him, the home.
Absolutely beautiful
The sand dollar suctioned onto the glass
I knew i had to jet so i hopped on
It took me back up the building
Went up dozens of floors
Back to my suite
It was nice to find out i had room-mates
I dunno how i would be able to afford to live here otherwise
They were both musicians
They were moving stuff in around me, kinda decorating on top of my rave designs
There was a super wild party the night before
So i was stuck cleaning up after that
Stuff everywhere except the main room which i royally enjoyed before
Trash, bottles, paper, bags, candy,
I look over at my bag from the drug store and got out a pack of batteries
I had to give them to the girl i was living with
I wasn’t really into being affectionate with her guy
in front of her like she wanted me to
in some ways i felt she liked me more....
there was a rave club like place across the hall so the parties usually spilled over here
man, i have hours of cleaning this filth up
i thought to myself
the sand dollar was angrily flying by
i hopped on
it took me to a pawn shop
people were pawning some strange items
like a plastic seabass hat
an antfarm
bubble gum bras
used fleshlights
popcorn jewellery
a porn hat as well
and a few pairs of boots
ahhhh i will be here forever
so i hopped in a car outside
i hope the owner doesn’t mind if i take it
i went up Vancouver island
was a nice drive
lotsa clearcuts
nice mountains tho
on the way back i ran out of gas
so i stopped at a gas station to get some fuel
i go into pay
come back and the vehicle was charred
sick i thought
just my luck
am i generally keepable?
My soul is somewhat irretrievable
I look into a future somewhat unforeseeable
Living Life x 4 is mostly procedural
Are their stories believable?
My mood can be classified as seasonal
My poetic lick is very much readable
To the enigmatic vibes
- Shaun A. Delage