Pressure behind the eyes
Tired of being awake or even better yet tired of insomnia
Just as sure most are going thru it
On a normal schedule
The pain of knowing a self
The maddening desire of knowing more
The exhaustion of when you are wakeful
The exalted anger of most you deal with
Although given their seeming role in society
You would think they would have it all figured out
Animal magic
dream comedy
spiritual illusion
A society that is hellbent on making you believe in something
Then giving you ten thousand reasons to
throw that belief away
Move onto the next obsession of the mind
So the ones that have it all made
are the ones that specialize on about 142 pages of code
A role in life
a placement
a self
But the greatest lie behind the boardroom walls is
that it is all being made up as we go
The ability to adapt is the greatest most essential keys to survival
Hundreds around you this very moment are very skilled
At passing out, giving up, taking rest
Where everybody has in their own will
To challenge difference
challenge diversity
challenge opposition
so many are scared by what is fed to them
willing to surrender their questioning side
kill their own ethical standards in a brutal and gory death
most have given up
one
per region
has not
and everyone laughs
mocks
abuses
and will kill at the slightest
intuition of weakness
the sight of a panther
if you do not stare death in the eyes
10,000,000
Times in your life
And smile
It will eat you
Somehow
But nobody is revealing the code
A maddening past
Beautiful future
Seeming suppression of conscience
Seeming terrorist qualities
Believe me.... it is just my ‘imposing’ size .down there.
That is the terrorist
-Shaun A. Delage