The feeling of love so strong
You would turn down a million dollars to be in love
Turn down the notion of the wealth and power
For the calm and serenity of a loving touch
Or the most beautiful smile you lay eyes on
More people than ever would choose to be with their money
You can buy things, a condo , fancy jewels, nice food
Somebody to, walk away from that... and look more for a peaceful existence
A supreme notion of love, yet you look around and notice
those around you filled with so much hatred for love
broken souls , blind programs who knows.
I see his face in my minds eye and i see evolution
I want to hear what it is like to be him, lived his life, been his being
I smile at the thought of hitchhiking 300 miles to see him in the rain
What craziness
Most these days would drive or take a limo
The loving thoughts of eternal life here in a moment
The fun life of knowing who i am here to see, again
I could have anybody, but i want him
Perhaps somewhat psychic, somewhat obsessive skill
Or beyond that, is a roving but completely toned eye for beauty
Is not just that
It is his soul
That i was able to scan
It is simple really
Mostly done through neuro linguistics
But
I think i amuse him to dedicate myself so much to his powerful being
Of course he doesn’t want anybody to know of his power
The energies you pick up in a crowded room
Is enough to snuff out the calmness of the soul
The matrix says to my guides
GIVE SHAUN HIS SOULMATE BEFORE HE IMPLODES THIS ENTIRE SYSTEM
I laugh
But i am very
Very
Patient.
I ask my guides to come and say hi
What i get is a hummingbird
Can hover for hours and the just dart off in a millisecond
I arrived in a street somewhere
I was going home with a girl that was a roommate
We got into a bit of a fight
I needed my keys back
She wouldn’t give them
She handed it back but kept one key
So i got mad and bodychecked her
I kinda check myself over for doing that to a girl
Is tough when you have the spirit of a woman
Anyways i grabbed the key leaving her on the ground
Shouting at me
So i grabbed a mattress
Rolling it up the road
I stopped by a tree
I noticed an animal
I look at it in vivid depth and perception
It is a fattened robyn
With an alien looking beak with a few egg noodle like nodules coming out of its face and one of the nodules had two insects on it
Sort of an alien looking robyn with a few bugs on it
Kinda of an interesting sight
I couldn’t help but stare at it and notice
Just what a vision this being before me actually was
Very eccentric looking animal
It came right up to me
I whispered to myself , it is unafraid
It hopped up and was most curious of me
I told it a few things of my own reality
While it was casually eating grass and looking for grubs
My hummingbird flew in, i was sad to leave
It took me into an airport
A millionaire arrived with the paparazzi
Pin stripe suite and short grey curly hair
He would order everything in sight
Impeccably dressed and well photographed
About 6”0 had a leasing business
A muskoka girls face appeared overhead with a facemask on.
Quite yikes
I saw my hummingbird come into focus
Not understanding but knowing , this is ok to leave
I go
I had two condos in a financial district
One a guy was there who invented facial massagers
I look around and the decor is very depressing
I see a foil strip hanging from a table
Sort of decor without being decorative
Just.... “there”
An alpha male told me i should not partner with anybody
I go up to the window and see two cats one coming thru the window and one going to the window on the ledge
I lean into the cats belly and whisper sick it , sick it
But the cat is like, thats my friend
I walked outside into the metropolis and saw a group of gay boys that knew i was a fashion designer and had my own fashion house
I tried to tell them that it is in a virtual world, not reality
But they said, it is very much reality
They said i had a sharp eye
I looked at all them, and they were in my 2x2 outfits
They said i was hawt too for a designer since most are pretty eccentric
I walked on, watching them walk in a group down the street in my form fitting pants
I page my friends in my other condo forgetting what suite i was in
Looking at the phone it has several languages on it
I see the most beautiful soul in existence
I am sure he knows what i mean, because he sees it in me
I look at out at a sea of beings without a care for their friends on the path
I laugh at my own compassion, it is silly to think all about others
The world of pain, the world of chaos
The world of life and death
The cycle in relation to me, is but a dream or a shadow self
Everything in existence around me, has no relation to me.
Not simply an observation
It chooses not to involve me
And i don’t indulge it in my thoughts
Keeping my own interactions to being only of need
I rest my tired, exhausted head on his shoulder
And cry a bit because that is what he is here for
- Shaun A. Delage