Involved yet constrained
Simply but eccentric
Courageous yet scared
Tough yet hurt
Intuitive but unknowing
Selfless encouragement but self hatred
Oblivion embracing familiarity
Obsession built on common love
Instil a believing spirit in an emotionally withdrawn person
A true avatar
A true guru
A true mystic
A true evolved being
Always careful
Knowing all too powerful
Never wanting that power to be interpreted as arrogance
Never wanting to let anybody know of the
most awesome supreme power of the
divine
My thoughts are my own
My confessional romanticism
An incredible shining belief
One where
No other faith
Dogma
Ism
Or cult could ever penetrate
A dimensional prophet
A dimensional mystic
The sight into the unknown
What most are scared to see
Because most cannot and will not comprehend
I am careful not to judge another culture
I am sure they can be just as weirded out by me as i them
How could he see
Without being given the key to travel
Without the vehicle
It is unsurpassed and cannot be copied
It is rare
I know others are out there
Usually told they are an oddity or distasteful to the general status quo
Why stay earthbound
But better yet
Why give over your own psychic code
For the ability to travel
When you can perceive
The most amazing and immaculate
concepts of the universe on your own
many are scared
of this ability
they believe it is unworthy of attention
or hell based
like a portal has been opened
i say only this,
the only thing hell based is a perceptive skill limited to our own earth based systems of comprehension
i know this as well
that most academics are taught and moulded to be the super computer they are yet lack one essential quality
the intellect
infusion of a more combined status of the avatar
i don’t want to be known
i don’t want money or attention
i just want to be able to relate what is shown to me, what is gifted as sight
i cant tell you if your getting married in ten years, to a person with blonde hair
and you will win the lottery in about 12 years and get a blue car in 4
perhaps i can
in some ways i need human contact to be able to tell you
or lock onto your aura
i am one
one in 6 billion
an actual being with a quality of evolution in mind.
To me that is the only way to live life
Locked into a core belief that doesn’t belong to me is the definition of insanity
They gave me a title of psychotic and schizophrenic
One piece of advice
There is truth in schizophrenia
Some illnesses are closely intertwined with the divine nature of being
The uber intellects and psychiatrists know this
But better yet
They also know that there is a diagnosis to fall back on for every faction of society
Quickly judged, sentenced and killed off without understanding the true nature of the being
Nothing has to be this way
And i can assure you
That the people that are akin to the evolved beliefs will rise up again and manage this planet in the most beautiful ages of enlightenment with some help from establishment
No drastic revolution is needed
No blood spilled
No signs to wave
No rocks thrown at windows
There will always be discord
But what we need is evolution running the show
Not deathbound individuals with no possible perception of evolution
Nor the desire for enlightenment
Or the ability to help others succeed
I ask my guides to show me the way and i do get a beautiful angel fish
The last time i saw one of these was heartbreaking to me,
I was young and it died and i was always enthralled with the idea of holding one underwater
I hope it will forgive me for taking it out of water
But i was very young.
This one is nice and is white with a bit of yellow
cascaded throughout its spine and fishbelly
i arrived in a grocery store people were allowed to smoke marijuana
a guy ran up to me saying that they sold one dollar helmeckens
not understanding what he meant i asked him to show me
and he showed me a piece of chocolate chard with peanuts and fruit in it
the store turned into an apartment but the fundamentals were still there
a girl had drilled the door socket open
trying to spy on us smoking 420 and eating chocolate
i yelled at her to go hide in the closet
the angel fish swam by in the air so i hopped on
i had met a full touring band and they were staying over at my house
a girl and two guys
well the girl and guy left me alone with this striking and beautiful young man
he got a message that merchandizing was contacting him about a ceedee
i was really hoping the hot bloke would spend the night with meh
then the angel fish swam by again
i arrived at my apartment that i am used to here
and i was watching some neighbours have sex a little while away
it was quite fun
got me a bit excited when there was a knock at the door
and i hurried and put my shorts up
and ran to the door
and a guy said to me that my fathers side of my family which i just found after 28 years
was not really my family that by nature of jurisdiction everything that i know is an intelligent lie
fabricated and evolved into what it is today
that my fathers side of my family is 100% incorrect
i know this now because one year ago i contacted them
and wanted to speak to my dad for the first time and it has been one year and nothing
for heavens sake don’t even bother building a clone, i don’t need the pain
the angelfish swam by again
many times my life surrounds the personality types of keaunu reeves and wynonna rider
this time was at a pick your desire machine
run by the devil and a few other mystery beings
the devil manifested itself as Constantine devil in this vision
this movie pained me to see it because the scene in the hospital was too much for meh considering my own past
anyways
there was my desire which was LOVE above all else
and then there was a thousand or so other fetishes, wants and needs
on this ancient machine
i clicked it and it cycled it and it came to my most ultimate goal
True love
And the devil turned to me amongst all the other heads watching me
And said are you trying to tell me your here for love?
And i said yes, and i am not afraid to say it
I want to be in love and i want them to love me in return
I tried to read the other wants and desires and fetishes on the machine but they were far to complex for me to innerstand nor could i memorize them at all
I made my intention clear in a society bent on contractual law.
This freaks out the establishment because with true love
And two soulmates uniting
The entire world can change
Enlightenment can happen
Wars can be overcome
Poverty
Death
Disease
Suffering
True love can make anything happen
And without it, you literally die inside
For the rest of your waking life
- Shaun A. Delage