The fate of billions rests with one man and freemason and he is not very honorable meaning people can buy their way out of the concentration camps never before in history has this much terror and violence been unleashed on humanity well I can think of another time but I will let your mind wander I know some people that read through my blog a few impressions they must get of me is that I am an egomanaic of sorts haha and also that a lot of the stuff I write about in conspiracy and masonry is obsessive and quite terrifying I touch on a lot of subjects with my being being poverty -sex - power - entitlement- secret society -working class vs the elites- nwo and tons of mental illness mixed with male beauty of course and sometimes I feel some people may be a bit jealous or envious of my life in some ways its just that most people do not have the same path as I do but I did not arrive at my current destination easily or by fluke I know a lot of the conspiracy stuff has been terrifying for people to ingest and it should be its a twisted evil to the core death and murder and incest cult of guys and women too they have been hunting me in the astral for quite some time and they seem to slam the door shut everywhere I go simply with their energies through some beings and I. know I may sound like I have a strong ego hahaha trust me its not a weird power play its one you develop after years of catastrophic failures and a ton of small miniscule successes that eventually add up and not one based on merit I should say but one based on suffering and holding out for weeks on end eating bread and butter and simply surviving so many that read my blog now fail to notice I have been typing away for 16 years endlessly and its not just magically becoming viral after a few weeks its hard work I kind of deal a lot with energies some fiat but not directly my help comes from the most high in the form of small meaningful gifts here and there that make my life easier to live by not having to pay a bill cause the money came a week early or getting work in my home housekeeping all of a suddent for three hours which is $75 for me :) one of the greatest things that I have really come to terms with is vegetarianism and it took some flip flopping for over a year including 7 months of that spent as a veggie but seeing enough stuff online about the abused animals and I just want it to end with me right now I just see a lot of our current problems based on this dualistic hell we all live in seeming okayness mixed with complete brutality that is unknown I tend to view the world as a disco ball these days and I am in the middle and shining out of me is one light focus but there is also ten thousand others me’s directed outwards into a peek into another world where someone else is the main character and I am simply an extra or a family member with no awareness or in one I am just an old tabby in an abused home or another where I am an old grandma in russia another where I have a lot of money another where I am homeless and drug adicted but this reality I have control over and maybe it egotistical to think wow this whole impressive fantastic reality is playing out in my own mind only through my own eyes in a world just for me so when I go to sleep they shut down the entire matrix and everything is gone until I wake and then all the madness starts up so I have neighbors and family and people in neighboring countries etc but all that is illusion to me right now all I can trust is my own interpretations of reaility and ultimate awareness so I dont know if ten thousand other people are living their lives around me at all times -evidence tells me yeah they are fuckhead so go to sleep lol I have no idea so I just try my best if there is ten million other worlds or realities playing out all around me so be it or I could be one of ten thousand focal points outward I have no evidence to support that this is the only singular Earth playing out right now as we speak there could be ten billion million and would I have any idea >>? and why at this very point in time in history in this space in petabillons or septillions or an infinite amount of worlds and realities and I am here see I have no choice regardless if I chose to be here or if I was forced here against my will but honestly I willl make the best of it if it is a prison sentence (it sure feels like it lol ) I will still have fun and be a good boy lol or raver and help animals I see and add more hot gay art to the world and do my think until I crash out for a few hours to start again but maybe a long time ago they reset this thing over and over I have no idea and I could have taken a drug that hacked my being forever here or I could have taken something that rendered me forever lost or to have a micro intelligent hyper awareness or just a great interest in guys (so the males that have a dick that are hot muscle studs) in some world somewhere I am attracted to gelatinuous jellies or another one strictly feline bipeds or another I am straight but all the women have 16 breasts on them so like its so interesting to be atarcted specifically to something it shows me that there is somethings more interesting out there in the greater reality that are male of sorts that are out there and its nice to have this attraction it gives me a base to work from artistically hahahalike what is a male kind of a muscle alpha with a big dick two balls a hot butt and dark hair and a face that is as beautiful as a woman just diferent looking with more masculine features so its funny to be so keenly focused on these creatures for so much of my life here its amusing but its ok -I just wonder what life must be like for a human that is attracted to furries or women or rough sex its not my world but I just focus on my world so keenly focused and I was able to totally make a life out of it all the haus of gucci the haus of male the haus of delage and offer a romantic view of a deeply troubled male somewhere in all of reality just making a life or himself with little help but from the divine and tons of suffering so in a way I could be an ego maniac to some but I just want to live my life on my terms and I do not care who I shock or mock or whatever because I am free to think what I want and I am free to make a life for myself with security and safety even if it costs the security and safety of the entire matrix in totality I wont settle for anything else proud to say that I am an ex criminal that never really got caught -well a few times and the other times I just treaded water but I came close I have to say that I did not have impulse control or proper meds or a proper reasoning system and I was on heavy drugs while my brain was still developing and under a lot of abuse and had a ton of variables like false allegations and completely made up ones and almost losing my life totally beyond my control that escaped all sensible karma and this all helped shape who I am today but I must stress that technically everything like that happened around 28 years ago !! in the 23 years since my crime sprees and rave days I have never obtained a criminal record have obtained 6 doctorates -have done just close to 17,000 pieces of art - have written 2.5 books - have forged a metaverse gallery together -have won nearly $70k worth of stuff in contesting and have done countless blogs and been an advocate for peace and justice against freemasons and police brutality and injustice including to animals but this matrix is hellbent on reminding me almost daily of my old life when I was a teenager in every pursuit I go into yet I trudge along and try my best and go with an open heart everywhere so that is all that matters see I have a good support system a few online friends and a family that loves me after so many issues its great I have come far One should not be haunted through beings of a supposed jaded history forever and for all of time I have moved on so should the rest of the world I have just worked so hard in the last half of my life to obtain a world that some only dream of and I work hard to keep it and address illusions everywhere yes I am very vulnerable but I am also very strong and capable and will always work to protect those that cannot articulate their path fully so many are traped in internal prisons unable to find peace in their suffering and policed by the very beings that put them all there so full liberation it is not just financial xoxo

 

 

 

 

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