Change seems the biggest course of events lately

 

I have always prepared myself for vastness but counting the years and decades since I started manifesting it has been a long long time of hoping wanting needing starving 

I just always have faith that nothing is permanent 

My life is going surprisingly well these days despite being a bigger guy I eat like a mouse and pretty damn fine foods - I honestly think they have reset the feeding mechanisms of earth to turn it into something to be feared to be dirty since a lot of us are having issues with food these days you almost feel like its a sin or you spend all day salivating about going out to eat then you are in the restaurant and chew on a massive bit of animal fat and it ruins it for you.

lately I am switching jobs I have worked for a care seniors app for a year technically three years but I had a year break just the people can be very demanding bordering on abusive of a home cleaner but its what I signed up for as a home cleaner like my real life all I seem to attract are narcissists the pay was pretty good but they can be quite snooty for a service they get for free through government grant kind of the last straw was I told my boss I was leaving and she laid on a huge guilt trip for me and it was not professional so they also booked someone in with a few hours notice for me so when I got up I got notice I was supposed to be there in 10 min across town I was like wtf are these people on? it paid the bills for a year and was kind of interesting I did about 90 appts most people were really nice about it but a lot of my regulars I think just hired me to order me around and be abrupt oh well I just landed the best official job in my city like all my others I had to get police vulnerable sector clearance for the fourth time. I have no health issues ever really except my skin but I want to take out supplementary health insurance and critical illness insurance just in case I get injured on the job it basically means most ambulatory supplies are covered once even a wheel chair home nursing private hospital room and most other health professionals are like 70% covered including 80% of prescriptions -its a smart move and $200 down the drain every month but its totally worth it 

I am pretty safety conscious on the job and wear non slip shoes and stuff but anything could happen which is why I have a tenants insurance policy too just in case I am upended for no reason of mine and have to start from scratch again it even covers earthquakes and all my belongings people were like oh that is a waste of money but you know what a waste of money is is being sick or injured and not having cash to buy crutches or get a nurse to care for your wounds or having them look at your body in a room full of people 

I always kind of envisioned this when I was gainfully employed to give myself peace of mind in doing my work that I will be okay

its been a dream just decompressing from all the goodness and vastness that hit at this fascinating retrograde of like 6 planets - I have always thrived through them hahaha I kind of never thought I would really land a job this great by doing all my prep work this year its gotta be the universe !!!

I found out I get like $5k back in taxes so taking care of a pricey debt and gonna spend on a few good things like finally stocking my chest freezer with food its been pretty empty since I bought it hahaha trying my best just going into work mode and it is the hunger games right now in the employment world just planning out healthy lunches and getting myself psyched up for training its gonna be so great 

I always knew I was better suited for a facility but just trudged along in peoples toilets all year to get here 

I thought about it a lot while it’s tempting to take out a student loan which would cover most of my tuition in grants and stuff the only thing I was partly interested in was emergency mgmt but even that is a bit much I am currently taking a college course for two nights a week till feb and realized it does trigger me and challenge me but its safe and on zoom and pretty chill so I look at homework and am like I am just going to quit tonight lmao its so easy though cause I laugh at myself about this 

I kind of want to settle into this new position at least for the next decade or two 

it feels safer than the united sex church of canada and more oriented towards a career in custodial and will build on the wealth of experience I already have but let me tell you you I was frustrated with leaving the church because for me it was my income and you dont mess with that with me 

traffic at this church is kind of funny at least 2k-7k and sometimes way higher per day like last month was over 200k in like five years it would not surprise me to log 10,000,000 views because sometimes its hard for a scared individual to comprehend the magnanimity of the world online 

Its going to be a beautiful holiday season and a fucking great new year and for me that was not always the case so I will make the most of it for sure 

I know everyone is on cloud nine about the elections hahaha wont drone on about that endlessly but things took a horrific turn for the worse and the vulnerable & marginalized  in my own province so yeah not celebrating that haha

-xoxo

thirsty fucken satanists sellouts hungry for the media- they get off on all the attention these fucken "people" are NOT human !!!

 

 

she is cloned like all the rest now donald ate her asshole first of course

 

 

 

 

The invitation-only Arctic retreat surrounded by silence and secrecy

The invitation-only Arctic retreat surrounded by silence and secrecy 

The harrowing saga of Judge David Ramsay constitutes one of the most egregious institutional betrayals in Canadian history, wherein a sitting British Columbia provincial court judge systematically used his immense legal authority to prey upon homeless, addicted, and highly vulnerable Indigenous minor girls—some as young as twelve—by picking them up for paid sexual acts in remote wooded areas and unleashing extreme physical violence, such as repeatedly smashing a teenager’s head against his dashboard when she requested a condom. In a monstrous breach of judicial trust, Ramsay even presided over court cases involving his own victims, until a brave mother facing him in a child custody dispute exposed the horror, leading to his 2002 indictment, a subsequent suicide attempt, and a surprise 2004 guilty plea to breach of trust, sexual assault causing bodily harm, and child exploitation. Though sentenced to seven years in prison, which local First Nations communities fiercely condemned as far too lenient for a decade-long crime spree, Ramsay was ultimately branded an “untreated sex offender” with self-serving remorse by the parole board and died behind bars from terminal cancer in January 2008. Crucially, his downfall unraveled a much wider systemic nightmare, as the victims’ assertions that up to ten Prince George RCMP officers and another lawyer were also abusing them were systematically buried; internal whistleblowers Constable Lisa MacKenzie and Investigator Garry Kerr discovered incriminating videotapes of police misconduct, only for senior RCMP brass to order the probe closed, allegedly orchestrate a break-in to reclaim evidence, and claim the tapes were “lost.” Following decades of public outrage and a damning Civilian Review and Complaints Commission (CRCC) report that blasted the RCMP’s failure to investigate its own, the B.C. government stripped the Mounties of jurisdiction and handed the case to the Alberta Serious Incident Response Team (ASIRT), an outside civilian-led watchdog that finalized an independent criminal investigation into the historic police ring and high-level cover-up. #princegeorgebc #judge #disgusting #history #britishcolumbia

 

 

 

 

I know I preach about debt and addictions lots its just I came from getting credit counselling to now managing just over 10k in debt its all good but yeah never will take that credit counselling out again it ruined my credit score for so long and addictions I started smoking again as usual I kind of go on and off them but in my 420 you can buy it everywhere here maybe 100 or more stores in my city but I kind of use it like shrooms a few times a month not every day like I used 2 just kind of a reset but my gambling went south quick I thought I could manage it online but self excluded for another 3 years I can still buy physical lottery tix thank god but I just cant even fathom how many people must use that site that have major issues see I am observing myself it was fun I played $300 and won $80 lol but I am in it for bigger fish I think the powers that be are telling me with money I will still have the same issues so I must be careful I really like smoking way too much and you see people on the packs with 1/2 a face or whatever but then you hear about 90 year old human females that smoke 3 packs a day their whole lives so yeah who knows I just want to be happy and try not to take out an insurmountable debt and work on myself enough that 1 or 2 addictions is not a big deal but this also means drinking lots of water and organic greens and fruits powder and boosting immune system and eating well etc so you dont get bogged down with many diseases all day

 

ALL freemasons are incest lords its a sex cult built on incest to be quite frank its how they get their power if they cant find your biological sibling they will pick one from the genetic matrix that is ideal for their black magikkk

 

WW3/NWO will start soon (WE HAVE BEEN IN IT FOR YEARS POSSIBLY A DECADE) we may have stopped hitler but he is so overconfident like he does not care just be careful in believing in all these fucks to continue everything as is or whatever I know its been a horrific past few years but it could get 10x worse