Just getting into the mindset of like wow I could leave disability and make my own life I live on about $2000 a month and it used to be worse like $955 ish a decade ago and that is like breads for two weeks sorta deal haha I kind of signed up for possible 40 hour weeks hahaha I still have $13k I can make this year extra so all good there but jan it resets to like $16K on top of my pension so with the pension you get meds and bus pass paid and a few other benefits but have to live in legislated poverty forever so if I took on full time employment by about middle of next year I could max out my allowable and migrate to full time and make $3500 more see my wage right now full time is like $4k-$5k a month now so double and I can make even more without being penalized by the welfare empire it would be a big step but it would be like in the world of getting a mortgage and stuff hahaha its funny but I am not taking huge steps or anything it would be funny if it did happen and a little less comfort-like mentally I am done after like 24 years in below poverty income I make it all flow and happen and like cool things its just not where I want to be forever so thankfully I am stable and sensible on my RX nootropics enough to make the right decision a lot of it is buddhist morals (after thousands of podcasts)