Well the attracting wealth meditation is working, this past
year I have won in contests, $1200 for a grocery store, ski passes which I sold
for $120, an ipad mini sold that for $260, wallpaper worth $400 sold for $60,
another ipad, and the year before that $1200 at a sporting store. I have won
quite a bit contesting including an all expenses paid trip to Montreal, and a
year of phone service and it’s nice to get the random present of a stuffed
panda, Korean fan, cordless phone, moonshoes, spice grinders, etc
When you contest and play the lottery you have to think out
of the box, what can I do that nobody else is doing to attract this type of
good karma, and it is superbly funny to be a Buddhist yet strive for untold
amounts of wealth. I think it has to do with my upbringing and my criminal
life, in my childhood there wasn’t much money to go around, so I would sneak
into movie theatres and started my life of crime as early as about 7 years old,
I was always a kid to take risks, and I received countless pocketfulls of
hundred dollar bills when most kids are just aiming to pass midterms.
I think that stuff combined along with having what you know
nothing about makes me want this type of karma, because I believe I have learnt
my lessons with karma and negativity like crime.
If vipassana meditation had not found me when it did, I
would have been in jail by now. It makes me think of the countless people
locked up right now, or locked into a prison structure, they have no ability to
forward their goals because they are in a never ending cycle of negativity.
I strongly believe that vipassana should find itself in the
hearts of criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, addicts, abuse victims, and
even up to the executive branches of government.
I had a paradoxical experience with Vipassana, and it will
forever guide me because that is where I learned the essence to my being, and
freedom of choice, the freedom to choose differently and it started a process
of meditation that I was able to foster into my complex meditation these days.
For many people, playing the lottery is a waste of time and
money, but for some people they have no choice, they see no other way out of
their prison structure than to dream, and to dream can take you far.
I think many people would look at what I do, I enter
contests every day for 45 minutes and maybe win something every few months when
they could work for 2 or 3 days to buy the same item, but essentially the item
that they bought does not matter as much as the item I have won, because I work
very hard to win these things.
My life has been a pleasant array of change lately, with
getting a credit card again, and getting my book published, I have been working
to get my book out there as an ebook while shopping it to various literary
agencies, I think going into places where nobody else would think of going, nor
has the time for is essential to an aries guy like me.
But most of my life has quite a bit of blockage, being
disabled I don’t have much open to me as far as employment so I have gone and
followed my dreams, and also have quite a bit of time to live in pure bliss,
meditating my life away, you could ask me if I want something different for
myself, when I think of that, I think I have all that I need.
So, I think the attraction meditation is working, and
constantly working through parts of my mind that need to be fixed through quiet
contemplation. Because we are hardly this physical being that is present, there
is much more to each soul than that.
I think it is a difficult time to contest, manifest or
dream, because our energy is constantly being sapped into the war horse, or
through a working life or spending your life in perpetual schooling.
I think one of the greatest feats of my life has been to
spend the last 3,650 Days in relative solitude, meditating and working on my
projects, and not feel bored or go absolutely bonkers haha
The past year I have been without a television, mind you I
stream stuff from the net, Netflix and a few other shows like amazing race and
real housewives, but for the most part feel quite content not giving my energy
over to the television. Creatively finding other avenues for your entertainment
is the greatest gift you can give yourself.
Just the past few days I downloaded some ‘hemisync’
meditations from 4 shared, it is pretty unusual and pretty cool to listen too,
I am only in the first meditation but already have both halves of my brain
synced hehe
I have been trying to reverse some negative qualities in
myself, like quitting smoking, and stop gambling, but gambling is apart of my
nature, I enjoy it. I think I am going to have to speed along with temperance
however.
I have quit smoking marijuana completely for about the past
year and a half, and it is nice, it easily aggravates my mental illness, even
though they are talking about legalization lately, I think if it was easily
available I would consider smoking it once and awhile, just this whole prohibition
thing lately has been vicious.
We are at a level too that all forms of marijuana can be
cultivated by medical patients everything from 420 butter to chapstick to
drinks. So I think we are at a pinnacle, and the government will stop torturing
us at some point. I strongly believe too that the dimension will be very shaken
up by most of the inhabitants smoking pot, because time will slow down and
speed up all around us, people will be more reclusive and wont even come out of
the apartment in a fire, and there will be more obesity with people feeding
their munchies constantly.
I think though that they should legalize, marijuana,
mushrooms, xtacy, acid, DMT, and other tribal hallucinogens.
For most people it does not make one ounce of sense that you
can go buy three thousand types of liquor and smokes yet cant enjoy a weed or a
mushroom cap. It is by far one of the greatest travesties of our age.
Anyways I will head out now, but wanted to send an update
and wish all my blogbuddies a good morning, day or night depending on where you
are on the globe.
-Shaun A. Delage
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