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Seperation of oneself from the past seems to be societies greatest struggle …but more than that it is the individual humans struggle as well with things like addiction to drugs and alcohol to cover up the pain of a life.
What is life but a pseudo prison sentence with freedoms. Constant barrage of information regarding your pseudo captivity is hidden from you at all times while being masked in the aura of free market enterprise and capitalism
In a world with almost infinite things to buy it is tough for one not to be materialist
In my gay community materialism seems to be the leading characteristic amongst gay people along with the addiction to sex and alcohol
I don’t attempt to vilify sex or alcohol either while funny to be seen as a conservative raver in my discourses it is ok to drink it is ok to have sex and shoot a load it is ok to buy a $1000 jacket on your visa
But what I am saying is that when materialism runs your life that is all you become
You only become the $400 jacket you bought that was regular $1000
It seems people have lost their spiritual and ancient purpose so they mask it in their slavery and materialism – it seems to be a catch all for those that have no direction or abilities
I have always blogged that people that are inherent slave minded do anything they can to prop up their innermost slave state while ignoring the greater societal issues, simply because they are too busy slaving away to take notice. Then when they are not slaving away it is this endless chase for sex and booze and drugs to mask their pain and injuries sustained while slaving
Slavery is something we all have to live with but what would life be like without slavery
Well people would not have so many burdens like mortgages, endless and tiring debt, addictions etc
When one begins to strip away the layers of illusion in their life it is amusing to note those that scatter around you like locusts trying to repopulate the ideology that you so despise.
Stripping away layers of illusion is tiring and exhaustive work in the mind because you can literally feel when your being stepped on and most don’t do anything about it
Then you have people and like I spoke of materialism I also want to go into social life a bit more
It seems those without an active social life are vilified as psychotics and funny thing is when you practice isolation that is one of the only methods you have to experience peace and enlightenment and ascension and a world without illusion
You are simply left with the self. Most people cannot handle their being. Their presence. They find themselves boring or whatever But funny thing is too that those that block ascension in all avenues in their lives seem to be the most bored. Those that welcome ascension and evolution are constantly welcoming new experiences in their presence
I have really been questioning my place in the world lately
I have been pondering the Buddhist monastic life in depth
I have been relating society to me
Tirelessly searching for a purpose, a reason for being here, a career …anything
Seems to be the hobbies I have besides my enlightenment is the gym and meditation lol quite the life
This reminds me of my anomalous state
That I am here to oppose the structure in place with a Christ consciousness
I have qualms with god and divinity but nothing that cant be solved without some ascension
I question my beings role here and how much of an oppositional force I am in the system
It is a setback , you feel defeated, injured etc
Somebody said to me you have the same chance here as everyone else
I seriously question that because not many average folk have had what I went through on my captivation document and live to tell about it
While the document scares away people that are not likeminded it allows me the power to enter likeminded souls lives and make an impression
I don’t believe that my going public I am going to change people
But the goals of this virtual ministry to is to help others ascend and liberate the written word and do that which is right
Not many gay, Buddhist, raver, perpetual teen, reverends out there lol
Time to make it last I say
- Shaun A. Delage
I will add a post script to this posting which is rare indeed for my blog while most posts follow the same artistic code it is funny because most may wonder about the graphics on here and most of em are all created by meh and who am I well here is a recent pic of me in my bathroom mirror with the camera phone. hottie or cutie well I will let you decide lolz I was just talking to afriend about how I get mistaken for 16/17 all the time but funny I am not an egotist mainly because I used to be 300 lbs... not anymore I am proud of how far I have come. so cutie or studbuddy you decide but haha I know I wont be single for much longer trying to smile at some hawties :) sorry is kinda blurry lolz cant do much about that :P not many reverends that look like me I figure and they lie, they touch themselves... they just dont want to say they do lol priests
fav hoodie (now worn out/faded so rare pic zomg)
still have an aura that is tripped, messed , slick, whacked
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
Matrix Techno Universalist
bebe puppy
Nothing really to do at this point so i thought i would ramble on in a universal dispatch
I have personally been feeling the edges of 2012 hit and it will come into focus predominately with the induction of the year clicking into focus, 2012. At most our only issues remain with the fact that our problems are un solvable marketwise or capitalist wise.
Nobody understands their existence unless they begin to isolate themselves from the social norm.
Thankfully I will be graced with a 2 week silent retreat. I think it will be awesome to enter into a summertime full on dhamma retreat with 3 discourses a day. Meditation 3 times in between a nap twice water approximately 14 times and yea fun lol
I am going away to catsit again soon. I love felines. Caring for an animal is my greatest wish.
I just heard the barefoot bandit will get about 10 years in jail and have to pay the victims of his crimes with the movie deal to his life story. It is funny how the world literally ignores me while I embark on a journey that places me in one of the most famous existences on earth call it ego mania but even psychiatrists whom are educated enough to diagonose ego maniacal behaviour are very much ego maniacal themselves with all of their distinctions. Their power etc
I was fortunate enough to meet a baby puppy these past few days and it reminded me of creation. I was in a way honoured to be one of the first people it encounters on its path. I am filled with feelings of happiness and love and compassion for the animal. In some ways I wish I was a baby puppy but perhaps I am in the incarnation doing the things I want to do presently
It has occurred to me, that I have substance besides the almost etheric residual net that exists all around us, the walking dead of the matrix so to speak. It would seem that everyone and their dog is given an incarnation so that we may see the change in the world and witness the untold horrors of existence.
One could only be happy with their present existences but that is not the case essentially.
Most people are angry about something or detest their own humanity for example to treat others with dignity. This includes people in your own governance. This sadist need to govern over the masses in a capitalist paradise is by its very nature illusion but remains one of our greatest preoccupations
Spending more time in nature to achieve my goals lately –I am filled with many reasons for existing yet i remain an urban hermit for various reasons. Too scared to come out or whatever
I have been really pondering three courses of action. #1 Ph.D In universal theory #2 Freeman on the land and #3 My artist portfolio
I know with enough reflection and dedication if I came into the amount needed to edit my book I would be set for life. I have to have faith in the future. I like to view my book as a retirement fund rather than a shelved manuscript at this point lolz
People all around are in this so called purgatory of distraction until it comes to their presence that their time is up ...People usually live oblivious to suffering...detached from their own bodily functions for example. But one should embrace all avenues of humanity and never fear too much inside their human vision state. One thing I do know is that I am scared of finding a man I mean not many men exist with the qualities i seek so I guess I am better off on my own totally independent of coupledom hehe
One exists in all ...Where is your home? Who are you? Why are you here ? what is your career?
-I cant answer that for you but you CAN start on the path of ascension anytime
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a fly we Went to a strange city on a tram and was trying to get to university really expensive city to visit dimensionally and expensive to go see man it cost me alot of money to see this place got to university and took my first course and was doing stuff on math and these people were cutting off the live legs of lizards and i thought that was disgusting and quit the course and i was talking to people in the atrium but i was like god the course was so horrific and I was having a sandwich in the atrium and A guy said I had something in my teeth and he put his hands up to my face but cutting off the live lizards legs was seriously gross. Next i wandered the same city and caught a bus to nowhere totally lost and no GPS or planet or anything I was seriously lost in a matrix and there are hundreds of thousands of miles to explore so I was trying to get my bearings and I pull out a map and I am in the middle of a city the size of my home province british Columbia . the end stop of the bus and there was trucks and trains they were hauling people on those and i didn’t want to go farther than that i wanted to explore the city some more. Met up with a guy at a restaurant next and he ordered chicken and fries and the chicken was succulent I mean amazing and we were going to go to the casino later and we shared this chicken meal we walked through a bunch of cars and the scene was a collage of reality vs fiction next i wandered to a great park and nothing happened lol
- Shaun a. Delage
tinkertots raveolution
Nazis control technology
No better way to celebrate a new day then with a new discourse and the discourses have shifted to visual for the past while I have been focusing on input rather than output
My whole computer underwent a full system restore and I lost years worth of stuff but is all relative because my art folder and my writing from about a month ago is safe.
What I did lose was about 9000 books quite the setback but also my music except 90hrs worth of blindspot techno di.fm
Well, it has been personally and technologically apocalyptic I don’t really mind. I mean the thoughts did register to at least download my whole computer to an external harddrive. This all made me think of what is going on on a larger scale and exactly how it affects each and every one of us. But by this I also mean that the red lettering on your birth certifcate may also serve as a depository of karmic obstacle by the state.
Nobody would imagine their being trading on the human stock market of the people that live below ground in underground networks as opposed to above ground in our reality. The only saving grace rests with a simple causality to make yourself known every chance you get and leave a paper trail etc but funny thing too the internet acts as its own psuedo depository of information where we are the original trailblazers in our future time everything we know on the net and intellectually will be able to fit on a zip chip
Not saying that a person can be completely wiped from the system in a few strokes. There are many corporate entities out there likewise with the greater slave programs working alongside other procrument clones. To achive what we call this reality in front of us. The only way one can see the actual workings of reality is to detach oneself from the reality as much as possible. Then you begin to see exactly how it all fits into place. Being a digital hermit or whatever may seem a bit odd. Another thing I have been in thought about is the buddhist monk thing. This is something that I see as a reality for me since I despise everything about the system and its workings and its inhabitants at the moment so it would make sense to shed everything and just move into a hut in the forest
I mean I have quit smoking, quit drugs, quit alcohol, am debt free, intelligent, aware, awake, hold a valid passport, don’t need therapy at this point (imagine that lol, guess it would suck to talk to somebody in depth about my captivation document-the captivated piece is like a cult in itself the document has its own stock ticker lol)
So personal apocalypse aside people are generally wading the storm In my travels I have found there are some horribly debt ridden people that are miserable and just use food to cover up their pain when in fact they could provide a life for themselves if they dared to expand their mind more or for that matter profess a belief in some sort of divine entity that keeps everything at peace so you may exist.
Writing itself is a very intimate encounter not to say it should be in some sex shop or in a xxx theatre but it is almost as intimate in form because it is logged for perpetuity. In writing I have always never feared any information I release. I have never questioned my perceptive ability to relay information. When you see some of the intricacies of the matrix float together in some dream like appartus you have to have faith. Not many people in life are ordained into gnostic buddhist meditation. This is something you know you inhabit not to say the least.
While it is ok to renounce it all and move to the forest it takes some time. You don’t just say Hi I am moving in you just come on your own accord at your own free will which could be decided in decades of meditation
The only thing holding me back at the moment is my need to medicate, excersise, and my love for men, my hair, and eating after noon. I actually don’t mind eating a few banana chips or whatever at midnight who knows maybe I was destined to form my own meditation centre called the Church of techno !
I kinda like it being virtual at this point !
Anyways I am all typed out catcha later blogbuddiez
- Shaun A. Delage
voice of reality
The riots relate to the previous riots in vancouver these are basically grand lodges using the advanced sciences in their locals and things like energy ley lines to achieve total anarchy and most of a all a global fascist dominion over your mind, body and most importantly YOUR SOUL
Trot to stop
The past ascension has been a difficult process and i am sure it is not even easy for the common person. Things are warlike out there urban warfare and yet you just remain calm that your society could up hold its territory or the dominion over your soul.
The church also acts as an abstract display module for interactive neuro simulation
Surely something we all need haha
But also in the same regard not many are willing to bring their drinking water to the mineralized heavenly level by remaining calm even up until the very last minute of existence. You can put quartz in water to mineralize in your crystalline based body that you have on you
I don’t think existence itself could get anymore chaotic anywhere else so you simply are left to reside as a communal device. The only thing prevalent in society it seems is the need to detest all forms of sexuality other than the norm. But this even happens on the minute level as well.
To wade through the storm amidst so much psychological drama seems to be silly in comparison to a normal days life in the existence of. Well it is simply an existence and we are going to be shifting into an existence or time that would seem futurist but would relate in historical context or pretext then relating to the modern alien form of familiarity
This advanced society controlling your every move has you at a literal tip for psychological operations. One can only go into a regional society while remaining so intellectually sound diplomatically present to all nations of all faith of all perspectives to read your imput online ...would take considerable amounts of courage...this I do say in one swift casual tone that dimensional oversight does change and it can get worse or better so at times depending on your outlook you may have a profound respect for the system or be at war with it.
This time i describe that we are going to have to get used to is a time where mostly everything is decided for you. Beings remaining anomalous are meant to be slaughtered and killed off lol what a world. This mode of thought regarding anomaly has me under some profound spell. As I am sure it does the various levels of ‘grover’nance. Grover you say yes i say it because Bohemian men have just met and I aim to put a singularity that is willing to stop governances satanic influence
- Shaun A. Delage
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