Church of Techno @nd th3 Pitfalls of the R@ve Scen3

With the rave scene there is beauty and there is some great suffering involved, in a scene that involves one sole key and that being music, in my time in the rave scene I met some very interesting people that wouldn’t do any sort of drug but what I fell into was a world rife with not only using one drug but a dozen and parties that consisted solely of dealers.

In a music scene that promotes drug use there will always be suffering of course, but essentially it is a greater reflection of society when you are stuck doing drugs when nobody else is looking. A truly free and open society would have decriminalized and legalized drug use long ago.

When people are doing massive amounts of drugs at a party and multiply it by ten parties and you have people that can only do drugs to listen to music, socialize and have sex etc. You meet them at a regular time and you don’t even recognize them.

People are so blitzed they can be depressed as hell one minute and then grinding with several muscle boys by the speakers the next. I never really got to see many pitfalls of the rave scene but these things take decades to notice.

What I mean is that you don’t notice the negative aspects of doing massive amounts of drugs until ten years later when you are arrested under the mental health act for having a fried brain, or you begin to realize that you are permafried or you have issues such as severe nausea for having inhaled quite a bit of  party drugs.

What you do notice is people constantly fiending for more drugs, gangs that take over the distribution, relationships torn apart because one person was just caught making out with several people while the other was getting water.

Truth is I have no idea where I would be without the rave scene, I tend to think I would have a regular job, not be nocturnal, not live with serious disabilities and worry about things like mortgages and a condo or something

But my path is my own, and I have to say if I had another go around, I would do it just not doing meth, shrooms, xtacy, GHB, coke, acid etc thousands of times. In reality my drug use started a few years before I was going to raves wandering around town on a hit of acid sorta deal, and when your brain is still developing at about age 13-15 and you are feeding it tons of stuff that flood the brain with various types of responses being dopamine, serotonin, synaptic function and misfire etc it either makes you into a bizarre sort of genius or you get totally permafried and can’t even really function in the most basic of forms in society.

But these things have been plaguing us since we found psychadellics as cave people hahaha so to point the finger at the rave scene solely would be a travesty because the music is one of very few that doesn’t program you endlessly with codes from the illuminati and to be able to forget your life for one night seems to be the greatest benefit.

However I remember staring out at thousands of people in an all loving all powerful scene and thinking how inherently lonely and broken I was, not knowing where I was going to go the next day, not knowing how I will afford the next party and keeping up with all the madness was tiring

Only now when I have retired from the scene am I able to reflect on all the strongpoints and pitfalls of it all, I am generally considered a raver still, being nocturnal and listening to tekno at least 6 hours a night and being happy all the time, truth is, I didn’t get to see many pitfalls of the rave scene, the scene took care of me, and forgave me when I made mistakes, it put me on a path of PLUR and put me on a path of techno and for that I am eternally grateful !

-Shaun A. Delage

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Chewing Gum for Felines

So many distractions, a world rife with illusion, and to elude you from what? Well the fact that you are here for an unfathomable amount of time, even a day to some is almost insurmountable. As well, for each and every one of us, death looms. How any sort of joviality can be construed with such a reality is beyond me, but thankfully we have alcohol, drugs, music, pets, food, love, beauty, nature, travel, etc to keep our minds off our impending doom.

And truth is, death is not a finality, we keep living on and on for millennia after this life, what escapes me is why we don’t have a conscious understanding of the process of rebirth and existence as a whole. If we had such an understanding we would dare not make the same mistakes and only grow infinitely.

The process of life includes living with suffering, illusion, mystery, and to live through the process of old age hence losing our youth-which most of us use to our benefit, to land a rich and powerful mate and those that don’t make the cut actually have to make it on our own.

I have always seen my inherent humanity as an alien existence, it is one thing to look at oneself as gender confusion but to look at oneself as being an alien being in a human body and thinking to yourself, jeeze I guess I have facial worms like 98% of humanity lol

I think that those that aren’t living their life in service to another in some way or some fashion is definitely missing out on the true pleasure of existence, serving somebody continuously, serving some disciples in spiritual direction, helping others, helping a loved one live their life a hell of a lot easier is one of the most honorable existences.

So many take, and take, and just chart their way through life.

I would like to be an example for somebody that makes 150k a year and they get to their endpoint and they say “look at this guy, Shaun- he made 90% less than you and he gave to countless charities whenever he could. You have bought nothing but gold bars and platinum rings, you get another go around”

I have always served animals in the past decade or so and many do, and you feel such a sense of pride it almost carries over to your inherent humanity. Just knowing that without you, the animal would starve and die. It brings with it profound touching tenderness and love for the creature that needs you in ways.

Many people that have departed would probably relay that the one lesson in life is to understand the divine, to understand what kind of a being it takes to take charge of other beings, because for the most highly evolved and adept meditation masters this will be your new job when you cross over.

To serve others.

We are all involved in such a serious pursuit, being existence, and to waste it away on the trivialities of life is such a waste. I think it was ordained long ago that there would be countless resources directed at alleviating boredom, but essentially the simplest lesson, being meditation proves to be the wisest pursuit to gain enlightenment.

However I can only meditate a few times a day or I would go nuts, a life should be more diverse than that! And truth is… we need mindless entertainment once and awhile, like REAL HOUSEWIVES lol :)

Anyways blogbuddies have a good day or week and catch ya on the flipside !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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KaT ResCue

To come from a life of unimaginable horror, into a new existence that is slowly enveloping into the divine places my being in a confusing array of emotions. To simply live from my own childhood is a rarity, most people like me end up unbelievably traumatized, enough to end their own life or get into more dark realms of society.

Thankfully I have found the divine, and I see myself as a representative of the infinite. A student of the Buddha. And I know deep down inside the depths of my being that anything I have done wrong while in a state of abuse, sadness and trauma, is all but forgiven.

I believe society is setup to harness as many of these by products as possible and work them into being slave lords, abusers, people with power, drug addicts, prostitutes, abusive parents, and people that continue in their own little way to work the dark arts into every millisecond of life.

Only when you find the divine, infinite power, then none of this has any hold over you, forever, you may be in a prison planet, surrounded by hell galaxies and dimensions, perhaps nobody will hear your cries, but eventually you find a simple way out of it all, and it is to look within, and eradicate all forms of negativity, hatred, anger, sadness, abuse, pain, suffering and sickness.

While only working individually for the greater good, which isn’t wealthy by what we understand, it is a completely new universe, imagine us in this 3-D world, and try and imagine a 4-D or 5-D world with a whole new plethora of substance and form, equation, desperately trying to right the wrongs of the dimension underneath with whatever power it can muster.

Notice I don’t put any faith in G-O-D as they are formerly known, because the infinite and the all knowing and all powerful would not choose an anagram for dog, when a dog is simply a lower species on earth that is subservient to human beings.

The infinite would be thousands upon quintillions of minds trying to work through the dreamstate and other hidden realms to work positivity, this is one reason why we have things like hospitals, police, airplanes, political asylum, internal affairs, ocean creatures, beautiful people, and love.

Sadly billions are putting their faith in illusion and until they find the real truth, the ultimate power, and experience the ultimate divine, they will continue illusion until they have their last breath. It takes people like me to explain it in complexity or show it, or experience it to better serve those I seek to help.

I have always liked the idea of being an all knowing and all powerful Buddha or Guru but they would never presume that people call themselves that, while my religious degrees may seem egotist in nature, I only use them for official reasons, and have left an enormous paper trail of who I may be, or whom I call myself, or whom I presume to be, but essentially what I am is a representative of the divine, the ultimate infinite source, the highest being in existence. Essentially what any guru see’s in people coming to them for advice is a fractalized version of the same equanimity. And you do nothing but smile and laugh and simply remind them that they are the most pure, the divine in form, and awaken that being to whom it is.

This essentially is the role of a faith healer, or spiritual leader and while the evil ones forces may label us insane, a sexual deviant, criminal, weird, bizarre, or abnormal.

The work has already been done, in the most simple sense, and nothing can be done to change the very nature of ultimate reality and enlightenment but to keep looking within for answers, to keep evolving, to keep smiling even in the face of threats, subliminal or otherwise.

This is the power that has shown me to forgive, and let go of my manifesto and the people on it, I have discovered a new age, a new world, of enlightenment and possibility.

A place is reserved for me, beyond this place, I know it, but for heaven sakes I am going to at least try and make sure I don’t have to ‘go anywhere’ first to experience true liberation.

-Shaun A. Delage

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CaT WiNG

I have been working to better myself this past 6 months, on a path of cleaning up the stuff that I have been ignoring and it has worked to be addressing issues in oneself.

I am at a month of quitting smoking, have stopped gambling, about a year quit marijuana- have started my third novel, and I am proud of being able to be a writer, I think a lot of people talk about being a writer without even doing what is needed- writing !

I have just signed up for my 5th doctorate, and looking to get a 6th in the next few months, all the while juggling a busy home with hungry felines to feed, litter to be emptied, and a hardworking and beautiful man to share my life with.

I am almost honoured to be a home maker of sorts, and do not feel like a failure per se. I just follow a path that I feel I am good at, and I excel in keeping these hungry felines fed and loved and my life in order.

How I manage to listen to non stop techno and write a blog and contest, well time has allowed me just that, lots of time, so I am able to do dozens of things a night to forward my own path and I do feel a sense of accomplishment.

I don’t want somebody to read my last post and think I am a poverty stricken individual, actually quite the opposite, my better half works very hard so that I can live the life I do, and I definitely try and make sure this household runs smoothly. anything under 30 million in my bank account I tend to look at as poverty stricken lol Seriously though I think we're engrained in our brain wave to spend money as soon as we get it, thanks to the programming in media or spend money that we don't have...

I get to live in a resort community surrounded by private schools and tucked away from the craziness of city life, but still have some cities close by, being Duncan – a high native and cultural population with all the comforts of Victoria, including fried chicken and Calamari lol

And if I need the super city I just take a car trip down the crazy Malahat highway to Victoria

I have been pretty happy and have to say living in nature as opposed to a city is superb, you are more in line with natural harmonies and a beautiful landscape. It has allowed me to personally heal and calm down a scattered consciousness from living in the city surrounded by electromagnetics and I am VERY fortunate to live here, not confined to a singular bedroom in a shoe box home but surrounded by old growth forest in a loft cabin tucked away in this resort community that parallels whistler.

Here, without TV I am able to go far, I still watch amazing race and real housewives and Netflix on the computer but not tuning in every single time I am bored offers me a chance to work on my own projects and fine tune my path and work on evolving and enhancing my abilities.

I have been listening to quite a few of these affirmations and chakra balancing sounds, and theta and binaural waves, you talk to somebody about them in the mainstream and they have no idea lol, but to me, I have to be in a certain mood for each and can sometimes listen to a few a night and I go to wonderful depths spiritually and intellectually

Part of me wants an entertainment avenue where I can be challenged and yet learn some wisdom which is why I am listening to audiobooks from itunes on my ipod, there is some cool podcasts from booksshouldbefree and they have about a hundred downloadable classics and such I guess I will have to graduate to actually paying for audiobooks lol

I am on a path of bettering myself every day and I feel it is essential to living a harmonious life, if you are with somebody that never changes then there is no hope. I personally have my own goals and aspirations and have developed a method to life that works for me. But each person is different of course.

So yeah 5th doctorate is on its way, I will share here when I get it and I am going to be getting the copyrights to my two other sequels soon and working on obtaining the funds for my audiobook studio time and putting my first book zenophobic in a pool for book to movie ideas, I am working on this through contesting since crowdfunding isn’t working very well lol

Anyways hope this valentines is sparkly for ya blogbuddies, if not, you can always manifest the next one to be magnificence and the ideal

-Shaun A. Delage  

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Spotted Elven

We’re indoctrinated to live as little like the divine as possible, even calling oneself divine will get you a 72 hour hold in a psychiatric ward, shows a little about the society we live in.

I think the key to living successfully is to find out who exactly you are.

You are a dimension of the divine, and they are living as you to experience this reality, they know what will come of you once they use your life and lessons to grow, but do you know what will come of you.

People that think are rewarded with long lives, people that can think themselves out of a predicament, people that know that they are in danger, people that can think for themselves what to do.

I like the Hindu aspect that teaches that we are all divinity in disguise.

It is just ironic that the most fatalistic culture to belong too, is also the richest on earth.

It is further irony that the Christian society we all live under also inhabits secret societies and this is why we are all so wealthy in the North Amercian continent.

There are probably only a few people in each city that are true thinkers, true millennium warriors.

Then there are hundreds of thousands in the same city all as hybridic entities

These hybrids are the ones you see in the fancy cars, living in the penthouses, eating at hybrid restaurants, buying hybrid things. Because only in the realm of the very poor, those that choose not to inflict harm on others is where the divine rests, where free choice rests.

The people coming out of their 28th floor condo in a fancy car, are under the evil ones control and we are taught to idolize this type of life, when it is unfathomably unreachable to most.  There would be no way to quantify the lives of these hybrids because there is so many, a fallen angel would be the only one able to control so many people at once. But in a sense they must be pretty easy to control considering they are all just shells of the evil one.

Truth is many of us have probably sold our souls ten times over just simply accepting the hundred page terms of service for most software or downloadable material lol

I like to see myself lately as some sort of elven type being, in my nature reserve. I just was two feet away from a deer feeding watching it out my living room window, and I thought, there is god!

God living as a deer munching grass and leaves, experiencing life as this precious animal. I watched it for ten really long minutes until a smaller spotted baby deer came up and the parent nudged it away with it's antlers,

Then I watched it out another window just lay in a spot and sit still, A complex array of thoughts entered my mind, How could people be so cruel and devilish as to shoot and kill these animals? How can a god create such a beautiful creature and leave it to fend so long on it’s own? How can they live with no roof, money, toilet, soap, computers etc? Why was I born to experience life as me, and not this deer?

Are they ever bored? What happens to them when they get injured-either they heal or die!

I think that nature itself is a very cruel place to exist in, and we are detached from all of that thought process living as humans, the superior race, with all of our comforts.

How are we so evolved?  Well the answer is simple, the universe as we know it has been fractalized into an infinite amount of dimensions, so technically thousands or infinite amounts of ourselves on the exact same self similar reapeating circumstance, and alien involvement via secret societies to achieve this level of evolution, because on some level there is a deer world, with billions of deer that are the superior race.

So hence the need to question your own reality, your existence, your future, and for you to take hold of your own path, not just for the near future but for the vast expanse of all of eternity.

Quite a bit at stake, sure beats fox news?

-Shaun A. Delage

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My Name Is "Meth"

I destroy homes, I tear families apart, 
take your children, and that's just the start. 
I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, 
The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold.

If you need me, remember I'm easily found,
I live all around you - in schools and in towns
I live with the rich; I live with the poor,
I live down the street, and maybe next door.

I'm made in a lab, but not like you think,
I can be made under the kitchen sink.
In your child's closet, and even in the woods,
If this scares you to death, well it certainly should.

I have many names, but there's one you know best,
I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth.
My power is awesome; try me you'll see,
But if you do, you may never break free.

Just try me once and I might let you go,
But try me twice, and I'll own your soul.
When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie,
You do what you have to -- just to get high.

The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms
Will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms, your lungs your nose.
You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad,
When you see their tears, you should feel sad.

But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised,
I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways.
I take kids from parents, and parents from kids,
I turn people from God, and separate friends.

I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride,
I'll be with you always -- right by your side.
You'll give up everything - your family, your home,
Your friends, your money, then you'll be alone.

I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give,
When I'm finished with you, you'll be lucky to live.
If you try me be warned - this is no game,
If given the chance, I'll drive you insane.

I'll ravish your body, I'll control your mind,
I'll own you completely, your soul will be mine.
The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed,
The voices you'll hear, from inside your head.

The sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see,
I want you to know, these are all gifts from me.
But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart,
That you are mine, and we shall not part.

You'll regret that you tried me, they always do,
But you came to me, not I to you.
You knew this would happen, many times you were told,
But you challenged my power, and chose to be bold.

You could have said no, and just walked away,
If you could live that day over, now what would you say?
I'll be your master, you will be my slave,
I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave.

Now that you have met me, what will you do?
Will you try me or not? It's all up to you.
I can bring you more misery than words can tell,
Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell. 



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