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Black-Tailed FaWn








We are in a time of great and profound upheaval with wars looming on the horizon and a corrupt power structure, we have things like cities going bankrupt in America while they send billions in ‘aid’ to Isreal and for the price of the F-35’s they could give every homeless person a $600,000 house.
If you don’t think the system is corrupt just do a little soul searching. We have a nuclear power plant still in distress and a media blackout, they haven’t even reported anything about acid rain in two decades.
We have the situation in the Ukraine and with Russia and we have China becoming the sole manufacturing mecca on the planet where the US used to be, it seems they are gearing up for a welfare state in the west.
We have planes being shot down, planes vanishing.
The truth is, death could come at any moment for any one of us, when you meditate and come to terms with that, it is a whole new world, you see the world of suffering and you see the world with compassion from the tiniest insect just struggling to survive, to the largest mammal fighting to maintain survival.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to be kind in all dealings. Live your life with compassion and sincerity and all will be fine, all will be well and fruitful.
I think most people in the west are a bit disillusioned because they won’t believe anything is happening unless ISIS is in their backyard beheading people or the plane gets shot down at their kids school
We have a weird society currently with the snooping and surveillance and I have no idea when any of us will feel any sense of freedom and relief. I think things like occupy and other events such as double agents crossing sides have left the system increasingly paranoid
What does any of us have to hide? I mean come on, there is only so much snooping can do to the individual I laugh when I see articles about ‘gmail privacy’ and ‘facebook psyops’ I don’t really think the NSA CIA FBI CSIS etc is really gonna care about the 800th cat picture I have posted, or my 2490th email in my gmail that is contest spam.
I think only those that have things to hide are pretty paranoid, they aren’t gonna come after you unless you are a true threat, believe me they haven’t come after me yet and I have stroked the highest levels of conspiracy out there, they simply don’t care about the average folk
They are only harvesting countless amounts of energy into brands and codeworded situations to give themselves more power. I have felt pretty comfortable with society as it is going because it has treated me with dignity and respect and has been there when I needed it the most.
I don’t know how they do it in parts of the world with no social welfare structure out there, must be pretty greedy governments to take and take and not give back to their own people, including governments that are willing to have a billion people yet offer no social welfare structure.
I think if you are in a richer country so to speak and you don’t see how lucky you truly are this is a travesty because ignorance only brings despair in a sense that if you take this richness for granted there will be a run in a less fortunate country.
I think this structure is going to teeter along for at least the next 50 years in it’s present structure so I wouldn’t put much faith in doomsday scenarios or whatever but learn to embrace your time here and learn to live with and work with the structure as much as you physically and mentally can, since it doesn’t look like anything drastic or lifechanging is going to happen to our societies in the next while.
A rich person has as much time in their day as you do, they can’t buy more time. We are all afforded an equal amount of time here as everyone else and for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away on triviality like the matrix will assume

-Shaun A. Delage




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Well the attracting wealth meditation is working, this past year I have won in contests, $1200 for a grocery store, ski passes which I sold for $120, an ipad mini sold that for $260, wallpaper worth $400 sold for $60, another ipad, and the year before that $1200 at a sporting store. I have won quite a bit contesting including an all expenses paid trip to Montreal, and a year of phone service and it’s nice to get the random present of a stuffed panda, Korean fan, cordless phone, moonshoes, spice grinders, etc
When you contest and play the lottery you have to think out of the box, what can I do that nobody else is doing to attract this type of good karma, and it is superbly funny to be a Buddhist yet strive for untold amounts of wealth. I think it has to do with my upbringing and my criminal life, in my childhood there wasn’t much money to go around, so I would sneak into movie theatres and started my life of crime as early as about 7 years old, I was always a kid to take risks, and I received countless pocketfulls of hundred dollar bills when most kids are just aiming to pass midterms.
I think that stuff combined along with having what you know nothing about makes me want this type of karma, because I believe I have learnt my lessons with karma and negativity like crime.
If vipassana meditation had not found me when it did, I would have been in jail by now. It makes me think of the countless people locked up right now, or locked into a prison structure, they have no ability to forward their goals because they are in a never ending cycle of negativity.
I strongly believe that vipassana should find itself in the hearts of criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, addicts, abuse victims, and even up to the executive branches of government.
I had a paradoxical experience with Vipassana, and it will forever guide me because that is where I learned the essence to my being, and freedom of choice, the freedom to choose differently and it started a process of meditation that I was able to foster into my complex meditation these days.
For many people, playing the lottery is a waste of time and money, but for some people they have no choice, they see no other way out of their prison structure than to dream, and to dream can take you far.
I think many people would look at what I do, I enter contests every day for 45 minutes and maybe win something every few months when they could work for 2 or 3 days to buy the same item, but essentially the item that they bought does not matter as much as the item I have won, because I work very hard to win these things.
My life has been a pleasant array of change lately, with getting a credit card again, and getting my book published, I have been working to get my book out there as an ebook while shopping it to various literary agencies, I think going into places where nobody else would think of going, nor has the time for is essential to an aries guy like me.
But most of my life has quite a bit of blockage, being disabled I don’t have much open to me as far as employment so I have gone and followed my dreams, and also have quite a bit of time to live in pure bliss, meditating my life away, you could ask me if I want something different for myself, when I think of that, I think I have all that I need.
So, I think the attraction meditation is working, and constantly working through parts of my mind that need to be fixed through quiet contemplation. Because we are hardly this physical being that is present, there is much more to each soul than that.
I think it is a difficult time to contest, manifest or dream, because our energy is constantly being sapped into the war horse, or through a working life or spending your life in perpetual schooling.
I think one of the greatest feats of my life has been to spend the last 3,650 Days in relative solitude, meditating and working on my projects, and not feel bored or go absolutely bonkers haha
The past year I have been without a television, mind you I stream stuff from the net, Netflix and a few other shows like amazing race and real housewives, but for the most part feel quite content not giving my energy over to the television. Creatively finding other avenues for your entertainment is the greatest gift you can give yourself.
Just the past few days I downloaded some ‘hemisync’ meditations from 4 shared, it is pretty unusual and pretty cool to listen too, I am only in the first meditation but already have both halves of my brain synced hehe
I have been trying to reverse some negative qualities in myself, like quitting smoking, and stop gambling, but gambling is apart of my nature, I enjoy it. I think I am going to have to speed along with temperance however.
I have quit smoking marijuana completely for about the past year and a half, and it is nice, it easily aggravates my mental illness, even though they are talking about legalization lately, I think if it was easily available I would consider smoking it once and awhile, just this whole prohibition thing lately has been vicious.
We are at a level too that all forms of marijuana can be cultivated by medical patients everything from 420 butter to chapstick to drinks. So I think we are at a pinnacle, and the government will stop torturing us at some point. I strongly believe too that the dimension will be very shaken up by most of the inhabitants smoking pot, because time will slow down and speed up all around us, people will be more reclusive and wont even come out of the apartment in a fire, and there will be more obesity with people feeding their munchies constantly.
I think though that they should legalize, marijuana, mushrooms, xtacy, acid, DMT, and other tribal hallucinogens.
For most people it does not make one ounce of sense that you can go buy three thousand types of liquor and smokes yet cant enjoy a weed or a mushroom cap. It is by far one of the greatest travesties of our age.
Anyways I will head out now, but wanted to send an update and wish all my blogbuddies a good morning, day or night depending on where you are on the globe.

-Shaun A. Delage




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ChiPmuNk MoNk







I cant even believe the amount of life lessons and tests that make themselves known to me and find me even though I live a life of relative isolation. I have two cats, and one of them is an avid hunter, killing innocent beings like songbirds, bugs and mice. The other day I let her in after some time outside and I always check her mouth for things but noticed something, and she coughed out a life fieldmouse out of her mouth which just landed in one thud and looked up at me, half frightened to death. I said oh pickles (name of my cat lol) Why would you bring this poor thing in here, so I grabbed a stew pot and chased the thing around to endless circles of the kitchen, meanwhile the cats are licking their chops. Finally I called my boyfriend to help who was in a slumber, I have made it my forte to not wake him unless absolutely necessary but this was an emergency- I was not only chasing a mouse around but two cats with crazed looks in their eyes trying to shield the poor thing from the felines jaws.
I have always made it my goal to liberate life as much as I see fit, including bugs, beings that are smaller than you should not be your prey but an equal.
Anyways, BF comes down and we start chasing it all over again, and finally it ducked under the washing machine, so we decided to forget about it, let it find a way out through a crack in the floor.
A few days passed by and we checked under the machine, and nothing so we assumed it got out and freed itself. The next day we hear a cafuffle in the kitchen and saw the poor mouse running across the kitchen and the cat right after it, the cat put it in its mouth again and swatted it a few times, and it ran under the stove this time. So I am juggling keeping the rodent in sight while stuffing cat by cat into time out into the bathroom lol BF finally grabbed hold of it by its tail and out back into the forest the poor thing goes, liberated!
Where most people fail, karmically- I excel
I have had some issues trying to place myself in the mind of a cat, a beautiful cute fuzzy creature with pointed teeth, a killer.
I believe strongly that anything you kill, is a creature of the divine, powers more strongly than you, and for all the creatures that we kill in our life by eating them or keeping them out of our home etc, you can use a little enlightenment to save the odd one that crosses your path once and awhile, but since cats don’t understand I am constantly trying to fend off evil karma from entering my environment.
I believe life throws you these little tests sometimes, to see how you would react to a situation, most would just give the mouse or bird astray in your house a quick bang to the head with a pot and kill it.
This I don’t really understand in people and I would never do that to a living being. another reason why I personally don’t hunt or fish.
It is funny how much dogs or cats in our care become accustomed to humanity yet remain somewhat feral most of the time.
It is, really a lesson in compassion and kindness, for you never know when you will be in the mousehead or the anthead one day, if the reincarnation ever subsists to animalia from humans.
I got some shocking psychic predictions lately and have posted them under this posting a few down. I have decided to ask for advice in some deeper matters that have been plaguing my consciousness for some time. My life itself remains somewhat of a mystery, and since I am not an extrovert I don’t have the ability nor the capacity to forget 90% of what happens to me.
A few things ring out for me, I will start to see some issues come up this summer that will point to some answers for the mysteries that surround me. And I will become fully liberated in this life time, in 2019. WOW
See I always have out of body experiences in the astral so to speak so it is not unusual but I was pondering what I would think if I had an OBE in the waking life….sort of terrifying. And I will be 37 lol
And the issues surrounding my penthouse/mason/twin encounter which happens to be the most unusual experience of my life. So they were trying to change the nature and structure of HIV and it failed badly and now more people have HIV than should have.
My experience with psychics is, that is they propose more questions than answers lol
I have been pondering the curse thing for quite some time, I believe you can get rid of the curse on your own, and I have been taught to not believe in curses and run the other way when a psychic tells you you have a curse however I have a sleep paralysis thing, extreme shyness, and a few other things that could be construed as a curse, including living far below the poverty line financially.
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
I think back to my time in crime and sex work and I wonder if it is all karmic, I mean I have the option to go out and get employment or whatever but being on a disability pension has its benefits, I don’t have to work, I have issues, I will leave it at that.
For the most part I don’t think I was meant to be in the working life, or in normal society, I think I was more destined to live a spiritual existence, somewhat detached from everything yet in small ways apart.
This made me think of what if the Church of Techno evolved, what would come out of it?
Well I would probably open a physical (structure) where people could listen to deejays and these endless words every weekend or in a retreat type atmosphere, combining meditation, techno, philosophy, conspiracy…
I would want it to be a recognized faith, and for that to happen in Canada it has to exist as a structure for 15 years. It is funny because of the new pope thing happening I was thinking how cool it must be to be the pope, and it hit me in meditation, I am a pope. LoL just void of 17 trillion in my ministerial bank account.
I don’t think spiritual people were destined to work easily with money. I guess I would need a faculty of advisors if the church ever evolved, and I would leave the money in their hands lol would suck to spend all the churches money on slot machines haha
I would just want to share my experiences, and have group meditations cycling between techno and silence, taking breaks for marijuana and some damn fine food 3 times a day or night with endless snacks, my philosophy would differ from most organized structures in place, like vipassana, where your not allowed to do anything really on the course, including only eating two meals a day.
It is also funny to note that the Church of Techno is perhaps the only religion on the planet that is welcoming to all sexualities.
Anyways some ponderings from my end of the globe, I have placed a confessional at the bottom of this virtual ministry if you want to be absolved of all sin for perpetuity as well
Thank you for reading
Thank you for your support over these years
Blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage




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