What seems to be the root cause of most evils in the world
today, it seems to be religion.
The second would be secret societies. and the third would be
capitalist greed, the fourth would be ignorance.
It is funny saying this because I view myself being a
spiritually adept person, but over the ages it seems faith has been used as a
tool of great oppression and to further enchain people and make them ignorant
pawns in the game.
We are told there are billions of people on earth, and maybe
in our lifetime perhaps only come into contact with a few million. It seems
these we come into contact with are apart of the illusion somehow.
Many people go their entire lives without meeting somebody
that can aid them in questioning their reality more, able to guide them to
awareness, able to show them compassion or able to set them on a new path or
future.
Much of my last few years has loosely followed the teachings
of the resistance, but I have now found myself in a precarious position,
because, the website and spiritual leader of the group have isolated themselves
as a venue for enlightened dialogue, but it seems just another cult based on
esotericism, and you could fill a gymnasium with books on the esoteric, I even
credit my last breakup and myself setting on a new path because of this group,
after I read the code to the matrix.
But when you speak in a dialogue that people cannot
understand but the only adept, and you speak in such vague concepts, using
survival of the fittest as your main dialogue it is time to look again at what
you think is the right course, they have tried to teach not to believe in
anything spiritual like Buddhism or any gods, and use herbs and raw food etc
and extreme physical exertion as a way to enlightenment.
With the members of the group in constant supposed
evolution, but my heart tells me they are perhaps a bit too egocentric to
follow, and me wanting to believe in things like Buddhism, idols, meditation,
manifestation, swamis, techno, nature, and my own path have lead me to believe
that I have all the answers in myself rather that listen to somebody that is
egocentric in their teachings.
Not all of us can afford $190 chakra building stone kits, or
$75 vedic herbs, or even have the want or desire to do multiple liver, colon,
and parasite cleanses.
It just makes me think cult, and something I have made many
friends with but am now beginning to think twice my involvement in such a
group. They have helped me tremendously, but there is a time when enough is
enough about the body getting worms on its surface that I can handle and
listening to the past teachings of sevan he can’t even keep himself composed
while giving lectures and has bursts of crying, so it makes me wonder.
It seems like an internet group that is only interested in
getting a million dollars so they expend a million dollars in creativity hoping
to get there, those with enough money are idolized while the rest of us just
keep an obsessive stare because there is nothing else to do, and endless boredom
in a total financial collapse.
This makes me think of how I would like this church to be
perceived in the future, sure it would be nice to be a guru and all and wear
some weird frock and have some rainbow hair and be the temporal leader of the
church of techno, but that is not really what I am aiming for, I am not looking
to hoard virtual cash from people to support my way of life, because I live on
a small perpetual stipend that is afforded to me because of my trauma in life,
and I am thankful that my country provides this help to it’s citizens rather
than ignore their deep psychological or physical trauma.
It would be nice to have a physical church some day that is
soundproofed that I can throw afterparties in and stuff but that is also not my
intent, it just exists here in the now to better aid those people that the
creator shows to my instruction.
With millions of blogs I am not competing, I have perused
some blogs and only found about 5 or 6 that are entertaining or worth saving in
my bookmarks, not many people are willing to put the time or the energy into a
blog such as I have because they simply don’t have the time.
Call it an introverts church lol
With my experiences I have been lead to this more spiritual
existence, serving others and providing instruction for life and hopefully I
help or at least provide a few minutes every week to gain a better perspective
of things.
When somebody has the range of experiences such as I have,
and many have painful existences or monarch existences etc they begin to
question their reality and why they are here every moment. Every moment
surrounded by crazy beings that have no inclination toward compassion or
sincerity or love.
People question their being when they see nothing of
themselves in family, friends, or coworkers.
I have always questioned whether I am in an elite experiment
or a Tv show of sorts for other dimensions because most of the time, I deal
with people is in hostile or clinical environments where it is policy to
dictate policy, or going shopping and people waving their fists and yelling
swear words, or people shooting very nasty looks my way. Or just random people
lunging at me, trying to scare me with their fists clenched.
You tend to wonder where the hell am I and why is this ‘reality’
so hostile towards me. It is because I am on my way out into other realms or
dimensions, and I don’t let ignorance sway my point of view, I am dealing with
multitudes of existences of pain and suffering, and I believe that by
continuously serving others it will be my path not to salvation but to
evolution. A truly enlightened being and their aura would be able to be perceived for miles upon miles - a compassionate buddha or a universal individual working to attain ascension.
My end dream or end scenario exists being reborn into a more
spiritual realm with buddhas and incredibly profoundly beautiful souls where I
can live out all of eternity without suffering, disease, poverty, hate, sickness,
ignorance, stupidity, etc.
Then I am reminded that I chose to be here, I would wonder
why I ‘chose’ to be here, it seems that I was imprisoned against my will more
like it because I was bad on another dimension or something haha
Who would choose a life where there is abuse, suffering,
sickness like rashes/boils/cuts etc, poverty, hunger, and immense hatred.
I don’t pretend to know all the answers, I like to drink and
have steaks on the grill, and take a multi vitamin and live a simple existence
out in nature and the forest. But I also believe that things like enlightenment
take ascension and evolution into factor.
I believe strongly that I acted for the most part for my own
divine interests to be kept in tact for most dealings through my life, and more
criminal actions on my part were of not my control, kind of a mish mash of
drugs, satanic puppetry, greed, and regret.
Which is why I believe that most criminals are just being
used as tools by the satanic oversight to fill the prisons and create another
slave society, a microcosm within a community.
Which is why we need to treat people like criminals and
homeless people with compassion, and be able to help them and not throw away
the keys once they make a mistake.
I see this hostility in all forms of media, like oh the
thief, lock him up and hope he gets raped… me coming from that end of the
spectrum I can say that about 98% of criminal intent is not even of this world,
it is usually most likely luciferian consciousness working people like puppets
so that their energy can be harnessed and used for a prison planet.
When you almost lose your life, your limbs and your being
because of this illusion and live to tell about it, you can relay its deeper
meanings, but unfortunately most of the people in prison or on the street have
no ability to articulate as eloquently as I can my struggles and name those
responsible.
Kind of funny to name the Queen as complicit in your torture
haha
But welcome to the Church of Techno ^.^
-Shaun A. Delage
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