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PoEtiC LiCK

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One slave amongst thousands of kings, queen’s princes, and princesses.
One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million.
One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell.
One slave up against the Canadian house of Saud.
One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite.
One slave to beat the massed cavalry.
One slave with no ivy league.
One slave with more class than all those pigs in one room.
One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic.
One slave enlightens people like me to the ritual trauma at play.
One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse,
but it has been in effect for two decades possibly longer.
One slave beats illusion.
One slave has angels amongst enemies.
One slave becomes the most powerful being in Canada.
One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well.
When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo.
That is the true causality to the situation.

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Pure bliss -

Finality to theories.
Encouraged to hunt.
Yet crazed to ignore.
Beings left to amuse and converse and behind lock and key.
Theory of independence above all else.
The inclusion of freedom for every soul.
Gay society has flaws.
Canadian society has flaws.
Governance has flaws.
But the magic is... That flaws can always be reversed and fixed.
The sickness instituted on the masses is an oddity for we are the last deserving of it.
I am the supreme regional royalty of the west coast.
The poet that while neurally can set you free.
I can also liberate continents.
Worlds.
Species, and galaxies.
Because that is my ultimate power of love and freedom,
for too much blood has been spilled in their fight.
Hands literally coated with plasma and tears.
Lets discuss freedom and love...
It’s the only things we have left.

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zenophile -

I look in my intensity of a mind’s eye for your very presence
but the only thing I found was evasive feelings of not belonging.
My myth or reality it seems
does not include a life with so much pain and neglect
but here it is.
The world as we know it is simply too hard to take without him, without his energy.
I don’t even know how I did it all.
How did he come into my life was the most ultimate and pressing matter.
Living in a world of abject poverty.
Satanism and divinity intermingled like two atoms meeting and nesting
then splitting apart in a violent burst.
The world without him was almost unbearable.
The one I know sits near me, and holds my hand ever so slightly and ever so intelligently.
I wake with his eyes to meet mine, everyday.
In such a cruel world to live.
A world where love and sex are marketed to the masses but the world takes no part in.
Cruel, senseless, trivial.
The beings that pervade all thought are the ones with senseless desire to make it.
The ones that make their impression clear on the masses
are the ones that take effect in the greater good.
More people wanting, needing, reflecting.
Theories of self, Theories of being.
Theories.
Simple as that.
Confusion for a greater whole.
Confusion for the masses, but individually I am not confused.
Individually I am in love, and this union escapes people for the most part.
Oh how much can change in twenty four hours.
Oh how much people can change.
Oh how much I can change.
I work to attain a spirituality that is evasive,
but not present because the spirituality is too busy to take notice of me.
The weaker one.
The one that cries.
The one that tries, the one that dies.
Simply say it’s so much as the one that needs.
The one that needs him, endlessly.

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nowhere -

Where does causality take you.
For most it takes you nowhere.
But a world of neglect and the realisation.
That there is no path.
Essentially it is those with an actual path,
that many are deathly envious of.
The fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone,
but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the universe.
Fascinating life.
Where one is many.
But two is a no show.
Where would three ever fit in.
But one with you and one without.
Fascinating it would be to live a different life.
But would you want to?
Most would say yes, paradoxically.
Tempting fate.
Yet looking my enemies square in the face.
Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed saints.
You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls,
to remain fattened for one more week.
Rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger.
Nobody will bring you enlightenment.
You have to find it for yourself.
In this very moment I hope I enlighten you, for what else is there ?

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TY -

A certain level of advocating,
Then I think I would be rather aggravating
and alienating.
Trying to be more animating in speech and song and every thing annihilating.
Certain level feel to anticipating
why don’t I try approximating.
Where one could cast off arbitrating in armor plating.
just endless assassinating on behalf of certain level assimilation.
We don’t know where one persists but one where lower level associating
on one level initiating.
There is only one brutality and that is a methodical world.
Thank you Very much

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I used to always have a dissatisfaction of where I lived, be it the city or in a shoebox apartment, never would I have ever dreamed that I would be living in a loft cabin in the forest with a family.
This is why in my manifestation I group things in with wealth, because I don’t want my entire manifestation to be wasted just solely looking for money.
I live in a detached cabin about 100 steps from the main road in a resort community surrounded by forest and I feed a few squirrels some seeds every week I put out some sunflower seeds, pumpkin seeds, raisins, cranberries, pecans, and this week I am going to give them a few dried apricots as a treat.
We have deer that snack on bushes outside our front living room window, and my panorama outside the living room and kitchen is a beautiful forest interlude with the passing seasons, my view the past decade has been a parking lot and ocean a few blocks away and a busy city street
Never before had I dreamed I would be living this rural. I actually moved in and out twice, the first time I didn’t think I could do it, I felt in a sense like I would be cut off from everything but it is exactly the opposite a 2 minute drive away I can get sushi, donairs and subway which is funny, I don’t know why it was such a big deal the first time because I rarely leave the house and most of my waking life is on the internet.
My last living situation was with family and it just was brutal people coming into the apartment all the time and the phone ringing off the hook, and a bird that emitted thousands of chirps a day I was literally trapped in a room or cell and spent about 3 years in there lost in my virtual world of my book.
Now I have more freedom, and a better diet, when I had to live on my own I really struggled on my income, I figured out dozens of ways I could turn hamburger into multitudes of meals, from cheeseburgers to slowcooker stews and patties to filler for pasta and it was tough.
One of the reasons I started my book, because I wanted a way out creatively –I went from living with the illusion of nothing to worry about financially to worrying about every single dollar and now I have more of a fluid financial outlook, I feel like I have more buying power, more structure, more love and more substance and purpose. I truly believe that one does not realize their true potential until they have to live with poverty, and sacrifice, within limits. Most people are relatively co-dependent and just float from relationship to relationship in a sense, it was a very empowering experience to be truly on my own so to speak, but not one I would repeat, but also I am afforded a pension that gives me certain freedoms over people that have to work, so limiting financially but a life of true independence, one that allows me time to focus on enlightenment, so a reason why I continue to serve my world with my projects, I feel free.
Caring for two daughter felines is quite the task because they have totally opposite personalities, on one hand I have pickles, whom is a kitten only a few years old, very independent and a hunter, eats only chow. And on the other hand I have MissTivitz a senior cat, whom is so affectionate I swear you could cuddle her for 22 hours a day and that still isn’t enough, she loves to nuzzle in and eats pate most of the time and chow when she has too.
Balancing both the felines needs and characteristics has been one of my greatest challenges and comforts.
I have aligned perfectly with the energies of the earth and nature being out here – rather than synthetic urban design, it is comforting and therapeutic in a sense, because I get to live as a monk without all the rules and restrictions.
I feel so accomplished having given up virtual slots, smoking, and smoking 420. However I don’t judge people who choose vice, if a joint came my way these days I wouldn’t hesitate but smoke it lol
I have found I have a very difficult obsessive and addictive personality so to balance that in me, teaches me that I can temper my cravings and desires. I still drink alcohol on weekends however and it is a fun little vice, I mean I have to have something.
In a way I really miss these things in my life, all three, but with virtual slots it is easy to spend every waking cent I have on those fun cartoonish games, and with smoking with the rate I smoke I would die by 47 yrs old and I have officially quit for 2 months now and I have saved $360 so that is just epic. And with marijuana I honestly love this too much, it opens my creative center and allows me to be very focused on games and silly stuff, I wrote most of my book while high and did my thousand pieces of art –honestly I wouldn’t have been able to do that much art without going insane if I didn’t smoke some 420.
But with my illness It is probably the worst thing on earth for me, It causes extreme paranoia, hinders my decision making skills, and causes psychosis. So happy to say goodbye to all three.
I think to be truly enlightened –at some point an individual needs to align themselves with nature, at some point in their lives. I don’t think it comes down to the food you eat or how cleaned out your colon is lol but what you think about, your thought process, and the choices you make, the things you visualize and dream about and the people you surround yourself with. It exactly has to do with your surroundings, if you want wealth then you should be in a higher income neighbourhood mimicking higher income people, listening to classical music once and a while and watching a movie meant for the 40+ crowd, learning a few new words, surrounding your perception with thoughts and entertainment of the opulent and perhaps a glass of red wine once and awhile.
So all in all I feel like I have achieved what most absolutely cannot, a forest loft to meditate in, a life free from negativity, beautiful natural surroundings, a cute caring man to share it with and a family to laugh with and experience life. Meditation found me early on in life, a divine and mixed interlude of positive karma and fortunate circumstances, I feel blessed beyond any comprehension and look forward to my future in a life free from addiction, pain, and trauma/sadness. The manifestation is definitely working!

-Shaun A. Delage 



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