It has been a time of great sadness and profound distress in
my household as we are saying goodbye to a member of our family, misstivitz the
Buddha cat, she reflected qualities that I know will take her far in the
afterlife or beyond.
Caring for an aged and dying feline has brought a new level
of compassion in my life as I offer her a level of being that is beautiful. I have
planned for her passing to be wrapped in Nepalese Buddhist robes sprinkled with
holy water from the wailing wall and my tears, and a crystal from john of god,
and an amethyst, we are going to send her off with a eulogy and sprinkling
quartz crystals on her grave complete with a Buddha to adorn her resting place.
She deserves this send off… a time of beauty and passing,
and I never really discovered my true calling in my reverend nature than to be
able to care for a dying soul. It has brought new depths to my being and my
purpose here. There is nothing but compassion for her passing as she held
qualities of love, adoration, beauty, and a tender nature that is rare to most
cats, she had a true beautiful soul, one that never felt the need to hunt, one
of her only pleasures in life was to take a walk around the cabin and eat
grass. We introduced her to cat pate which she lacked in her previous life with
her mother human.
She was there for countless meditations, in my lap, with a
crystal in each hand, I think I actually united her with her serene Buddha nature,
and it is so incredibly sad to see her go-words can’t describe.
She represents a time in my life when I was escaping a
horrible living situation filled with anger, sadness, and addiction. She will
have kitty my ex-cat greet her on the other side, She doesn’t deserve to suffer
any longer which is one of the toughest choices a pet owner can decide, when
their beloved friend should take the courage to explore the other realms.
So if your wondering why there isn’t a multitude of blog
postings in the next bit, it is because I am going through the stages of
grieving and loss, a rather profound experience.
Rest forever in Peace MissTivitz
-Shaun A. Delage
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