I know I preach about debt and addictions lots its just I came from getting credit counselling to now managing just over 10k in debt its all good but yeah never will take that credit counselling out again it ruined my credit score for so long and addictions I started smoking again as usual I kind of go on and off them but in my 420 you can buy it everywhere here maybe 100 or more stores in my city but I kind of use it like shrooms a few times a month not every day like I used 2 just kind of a reset but my gambling went south quick I thought I could manage it online but self excluded for another 3 years I can still buy physical lottery tix thank god but I just cant even fathom how many people must use that site that have major issues see I am observing myself it was fun I played $300 and won $80 lol but I am in it for bigger fish I think the powers that be are telling me with money I will still have the same issues so I must be careful I really like smoking way too much and you see people on the packs with 1/2 a face or whatever but then you hear about 90 year old human females that smoke 3 packs a day their whole lives so yeah who knows I just want to be happy and try not to take out an insurmountable debt and work on myself enough that 1 or 2 addictions is not a big deal but this also means drinking lots of water and organic greens and fruits powder and boosting immune system and eating well etc so you dont get bogged down with many diseases all day