Since I do not have to work full time and live off a government pension which is kind of legislated poverty what do I do with myself? well I do work a few hours 3 x per week for a couple hours a day so that gets me out roaming around going to help someone clean which I love to do I used to get really anxiety ridden going out and using public transit even crossing a busy intersection in front of traffic would be crushing sometimes but I am all good now since I dont smoke weed much which adds psychosis to me on a use by use basis and aggravates my condition its way easier but like when I have 5 days off with no work I tend to do a lot of projects and side hustles like new and daily contests on contest girl which I pair with roboform to complete all the forms, and tending to this blog takes a lot of my time also my porn blogs take awhile daily to do about a 1/2 hour but when i absolutely have nothing else to do I tend to go between listening ajahn sumedho podcast and ramsey show podcasts (many thousands) and meditate to techno which I start with introductory meditation bringing good things to me and then do cord cutting of all undesirable links and then sending my healing energy (metta) out into the world to shine light on all the murder rituals and black magic and heal mother earth etc give vital energy to the poor and imprisoned even those in hell....and then I also do my art which is very healing and get to look at guys all day hahaha and then I also have some housework which gets me off the net and stretching around hahaha my life is so busy for someone with a lot of time hahaha sometimes I even just look through my graphics build content for my blogs and stuff and yeah tend to fill up a day now sometimes i lay down for a few minutes and end up passing out for a few hours its nice I never used to nap and then I also check CNN CBC al jazeera and a few other sites to news read :) if there was another lockdown I have about 6000 ebooks I could get through which is great to do too since I have read about 1000 of em so far - and am always listening to techno or drum and bass- I also do a lot of work in second life making male art for in world framed pieces and running three galleries and managing ad boards I have and sales too (residual income) I am also looking for ideal (moar) employment currently and will be starting a college program in a couple weeks for management for supervisors course which is only twice per week until dec or so its all online thank god but my own personal and lottery budgets seem to take a lot of my time as well to manage every cent