I dont think I have ever been racist about myself reading about the history of my native side a bit I just have not had much exposure to my native culture only brought up on my french canadian side so my native side has really essentially blocked all methods of attaining any sort of cultural standing or belonging to a band or native status through birth right but I just have never really felt fully supported in that -I guess I am happy I was brought up in the comforts that I got despite all the chaos since my native side has had a brutal upbringing my "father" refuses to talk to me he does not know "what he will say" so yeah it is what it is I just have a neato perma tan :L