ugh the justice school is like out to lunch it was about $384 to take the security course and then another $68 or so for the pleasure of "taking" the exam passed by about 10 questions under 100% - they also want $5.25 for each transcript and don’t even offer a certificate after jan of this year i almost cancelled but they also do not offer any type of refund whatsover - oh well lol it is what it is haha one guy wrote in the student board he failed by one question and if you do you cant take it again for a year but they were like nazis about the test fully protored timed and someone watching it the next day if you look anywhere and you had to scan your desk and the room and yeah so much if you did wrong you FAIL automatically but yeah it was anxiety inducing so anywho like to go further with it I would have to pay $240 every 3 years for my license from the attorney general and fingerprinted so since I do not ever see myself being a meathead I am not pursuing the 2nd aspect along with all that you need a "mental health" form but like I am currently doing one with the feds for a disability benefit to prove how sick I am off my meds like going nude everywhere and shouting at people that I think are aliens and stuff like throwing all my identification and eyeglasses off bridges and yeah so if I am trying to prove how disabled I am then doing another form about how stable I am on meds so reassuring hahaha I think my doctor would be like wtf is wrong with this dude but like the meat heads just have to be direct communicators and literal nazis I mean the course was inclusive and stuff explaining the security act of BC and use of force protocols and even deadly force but I dont see myself ever pursuing that line of work so I kind of got into it all because it was kind of something I have been thinking about for many years as something to better my professional development and add some integrity to my resume so kind of half half there hahaha plus janitorial is like 70% security when you are working late at night or in a higher end facility like a luxury condo or bank or hotel or something so since i have all that I can move onto other things so have the housekeeping tech seminar in august then the DEI course in sept so I think around that time I could actually feel confident enough to look for a job again I would have two working references and a letter of good standing from the mother church and a lot of experience in a facility for large amounts of people and housekeeping for higher end clientelle in the gig work like I kind of pictured where I would be professionally and thought I would be all there by now but I kind of pushed ahead all my employabilty till about fall or winter one of my first goals is to reapply at a luxe condo I was passed up for I think I kind of fit what they are looking for now and if that does not pan out just keep my eyes open for something else its a work in progress even to be a janitor now is white collar since all the white collars have been dismissed without cause so there is a lot of competition and you must be exceptional now to get anything other than gig work in our state of the world but I did it all myself and my successes are kind of funny cause there was times in the past few years I almost became homeless or violently attacked or whatever so I guess it all worked out - I just hope for the best - the stuff and fluff i have been doing all this time are kind of a plan B in case canada is annexed or something or ww3 breaks out my pension is null and I have to find work quick to maintain my lifestyle cause I am not going to be sucking dicks for $8 in the new world order or world war 3 fuck them these rich fucks have not cleaned anything up after themselves their entire lives they just hire us to do it while they rape everyone to death all day its bonkers

 hint: i feature the skool I just passed the exam with in my book zenophobic but nobody has really bought it so it will go on for years like that and then all of a sudden  I will sell 70,000,000 copies all at once lmao