was listening to a podcast and the guy was like oh yeah when I was a young lad I found my cock I was like ew dude when you are a young kid or whatever its not a "cock" at that point its like referred to it in its clinical term lmao a dad will not go to a pediatrician and say oh my baby has a sore on his COCK like he would have child services called on him !!! people are so gross and funny trying to describe sexuality like I have always believed a lot of us are generally considered pedos in a psychiatric sense due to our childhood experiences with sexuality and some just forget it and move on and some people cant stop thinking about it endlessly and violate children as adults its fucken rank I just kind of allowed myself to have my sexuality in a digital sense after 2 long relationships and some false sex allegations around puberty and sex work in my teenage years all that just really damaged my view of my own sexuality in a sense and its easier these days to be a guru with the actual sense of like woah he wont violate twinks ahahaha he is a known asexual so yeah just how broken we are like take away sex and sexuality and like that gets rid of most of the worlds volitions and goals and enjoyment like 95% of people are rendered useless cause they aint fisting anymore lol