I know there is a lot of attractive guys with big dicks or that has muscles or that is a bearcub of sorts or that is the most titled nobility in europe or whatever that may say -like- my talent a bit and people have said you should not really "advertise" that you are asexual but it is what it is so deal with I have lmao if a guy comes a long so be it its just none have since my breakups so I am building my life in case any of that happens I could bring a lot to the table for a [cat] or 2 which is more expensive than a kid now but they require someone to give them a pet health policy and stuff and actually feed them lmao but like most guys are influencers these days no actual income or anything so if I had my now white collar job of janitorial its like whether you qualify for a mortage or not at this point to a respectable twink or stud lmao will never date a guy like over 100k in debt or that is a sex addict lol as you can see I pour a lot of male energy into my art so yeah there is that hahaha not a lot left over for a husband or who knows i could lessen the taps a bit oh well see its even a lost cause for me haha I have always seen myself as a serial single person for the rest of my life its better for my introversion and better for my peace of mind but like only guy that would attract a techno terrorist is like a mafia lord or something then we are both followed around by secret services lmao just to see what we are up 2