I got this after being the total package everything but the sex hahaha mentally I was there just not financially like intellect wise pretty marriage material like just could not offer the genital to genital and physical contact that most guys crave -spiritually I evolved way past my mates into totally different dimensions lmao - I could hold space though just not with my penis I mean nothing to brag about its functional but I dont like base my whole life on having a penis nor do I base an entire relationship based on fisting unfortunately people are willing to bank their whole life money and future on their penis that is fine and all but the streets are filled with drug addicts with big cocks who thought the same way they always tried to control me and how I dress and act and stuff just never held much I just went on with things I gotta give my two partners credit for being around for around 8 years each with very little sex but yeah they were ready to hump a tree stump by the end of it lmao