realized I am a lunatick with planning and plotting finances but I guess its how I deal with my stress to dream and believe in things so I went from like hoarding lentils and silver to stocking the pantry to like just enjoying myself having a bit of fun and paying down a credit card and being responsible I can see a ton of people spending every waking cent preparing for the end of time but if it the end of reality like what 1000 packs of oatmeal going to do for you lol but like in my plotting and planning I plan things for wealth so when I do have it i have a plan and will stick to it mostly but I have realized with my humble income sometimes things dont work out budget wise like I planned and sometimes things are way cheaper or more expensive or you immediately get a coupon code that frees up $60 you did not expect haha its funny I know when you are dealing with millions or thousands that shit must happen on a grander scale hehe