one of those time I should have listened to my gut- hahah i was willing to give the soap charity a try -however I do find it fun to work there and stuff its just the owner is a bit toxic I dont think i will do it anymore- I did 3 shifts there I need to find a place that is more friendly to introverts as I find it is a really social and extroverted place to work oh well gave it my best he is doing a lot of matrix npc shit a lot of references to theft etc when I am there trying to help out after not being able to sleep for 20 hours my old life is no issue anymore most of it happened 28 years ago these days I have 6 PhD's am an author an artist that has done 17,000 pieces of art and has 11 blogs I am a success not a criminal but these nuts in the matrix insist on mocking me and sending messages to all their other NpC people about me its fucked anyways -I quit- done ----gonna find something more suitable like show people respect that give their time to you or resign lol my energy is totally fucked it causes people in the NWO to display their tru selves and totally self destruct I am not so desperate to a working reference that I will accept that shit there was a person more introverted than me that I had to force her to be social like I was really making her mad by being pleasant lol the npcs find it too Irresistible to humiliate me in front of their other npcs whom have contact with the astral at all times than to teach me about the role or have any compassion so onto other things I am finding there is almost nowhere that is not infested with these types and i just have to find roles where I am on my own for a long time for my own sanity safety and security

 

we could talk about it all day how "non profits" get millions of dollars from rotarian shriners (Rotary int'l) to operate and pay their executive directors insane amounts to abuse others through free labour but I wont go there nice of the executive director to place me with three lady cultists to program me for an hour

THIS IS A HELL DIMENSION FOR YOUR MIND AND THEY NEVER EVER FORGET AN INFRACTION if it was 5 -10-20 years ago nobody cares like it happened yesterday they hold grudges and exact revenge here FOREVER even though for you personally it was decades ago they all are NPC and have no soul and their job here is to humiliate you they are fucken a bunch of soul less demonic entities and they are EVERYWHERE infested in this place out of ten thousand around you one may be actually be a human being with a soul