I have realized like no matter how big the conspiracy and how much you namedrop nobody cares nobody is going to save you unless the shit hits the fan I just think a lot of it could affect someone on less meds or that is more vulnerable etc but I am so busy nurturing my life that they all dont matter one bit I have nothing to fear here I am not a weirdo like they are they can do what they want it does not really matter they should be looking at their skank asses not at the guru of peace lmao literally nobody cares unless you become infamous but like glad i did not pour all my energy solely into my conspiracies but spread it around a bit in cool talents hahaha I just thought long ago I would be the next cathy obrien or there would be police motorcades or protection or something but it affects more people out here than you can imagine and most of them are talking to themselves on the street biting themselves on drugs that you see out there unable to handle the betrayals etc just find things other than that stuff that will make you famous and a success story and people will end up helping you with your troubles by default

 

Work hard be independent and really understand a lot of shit changes so always have a plan B 

like they can turn off a pension or income like a job just like that at your toxic workplace run by a demented Dr of biz admin so if you are comfortable on disability like realize you have to have a plan b unless you want to be sleeping outside the strip mall at 4am things are never permanent things are never guaranteed you only have yourself here your family can only do so much they are fucken as tired as you are about all this shit lol just depend on urself and if they turn off your pension or job you have to snap up and make the change right away do not let your rent lapse or your bills go unpaid knock on some doors and wash dishes until you get there to your place again do not ever become too comfortable on welfare or whatever or even in your fancy govt job like if our whole system of capitalism changed to social credit you have to admit most of you would be totally fucked