I am not really special or elevated beyond anybody else I am just a little disgusting ditchpig lmao- my titles I use for my own professional development -not so people see me differently like in real life I live on around 2000 a month and am a janitor and housekeeper not like royalty -but online its a whole different me but still the same like I can still be a sai baba with all the prestige behind the text online i dont need to do it real life- like I just feel strongly to say this I choose a humble existence cause I would not be able to literally handle anything else emotionally but like I chart conspiracies and am a dr multi but I dont even self market myself in real life I dont want people to know I have a PhD lol cause I am usually just there to clean -people put you on a false pedestal and cannot grasp aspects of your life if you beak off about your accomplishments all day- I just want to move quietly thru the matrix but a lot of people are tied into an astral consciousness that I am not privy 2 and it astounds me sometimes like bringing up my life 24 years ago when I am much more than all that now its weird its like in a humble sense I chose not to be in a beauty role some sideboy to a millionaire I chose to be a stinky janitor and its a far cry from my billionaire escort days where I made $400 an hour now happy with $20 just much happier with that because its more honorable not a fast lane job if you spend one year making $400 an hour and kill yourself after being a coke head vs making $20 an hour for 35 years totally happy in your chosen career in the matrix cleaning a facility with lots of trust etc its funny like which one would you be happier in which one would you choose for your soul?