honestly the funny part is my working life is overkill at this point I can still claim work experience at the church just not a valid reference and have one volunteer role I am thriving at and one gig housekeeping app I worked for a year in 2024 and just started working again at that would be happy to provide a working reference I am a high school graduate and have passed three police and background checks have 6 PhD's a masters and am an author blogger and artist I find it comical when people try an humiliate and cheapen all that- especially in front of their other demons and initiates - I know i have to get better at assertiveness and self promotion they really just are fucken pissed that I have all this going for me oh well not saying it out of ego or anything because I am a psychologically very humble and very down to earth and sad as fuck poverty role type person I dont want to go off rooftops shouting I have 6 PhD's I prefer to keep that shit to myself because people put you on a false pedestal when they hear that when you are just there to be a cleaner not a preacher lol