sometimes working as a janitor may seem like a setback or whatever or what a loser would do but I am a PhD doing this so I can better serve people with my creativity which is worth 10,000 x my hourly rate like being able to feed myself and donate cat food to animals and pay my website fees is definately hard on disability so I want to be able to change that in little ways and help others with my humble role I have met lots that choose not to do anything and hope for the best like i cant depend on my book or art to feed me cause that made a whopping $30.08 last tax year lmao until all that changes financially I am going to work in something i really love to do just like I cant say how much cleaning peoples toilets or whatever brings you down from your high horse haha but I love the responsibility and the freedoms that role allows me and I am just trying my best I have never knocked people for doing a job in gig work or whatever some people have babies and stuff to support or partners that refuse to work everyone is trying their best to put stews in their bellies