so many people with mental health and motivation issues are not willing to go through uncomfortable times like getting out of bed to volunteer half awake-or go through nicotine withdrawal everyday etc and go through this type of abuse they choose comfort and a warm bed and welfare and do not even challenge themselves its ONLY YOU here not your family your sugardaddy your wife etc YOU need to get out of bed you need to be cold you need to be tired and stressed to achieve things you are the only one that can change your life or join the countless people who have failed miserably and wasted their life and reside in far worse off hells with more rigid structures than this free will place

 YOU AND YOU ONLY are responsible for your own happiness levels if you need meds due to depression GET them dont cop out and do suicide thats a fucken lame way to go believe me just meditate and fill your day with lots of side hustles at least you will have purpose dont just be boring and dont just sit there and not challenge yourself you will find there are far worse and (far better) places to be than here that you have to work hard for the best realities