people laughed at me at about 1000 lottery budgets AGO joked I was neurotic and planning fantasies etc and laughed at me that I would include about $8000 a month for a muscle houseboy etc hahaha each day that goes by I am one day closer to immense and fantastic amounts of wealth -because I planned over the decades and manifested it and nobody knows all this but me personally nobody can relate like I am not manifesting it to sexually control muscle twinks or control my family through money in fact I think I would be just and fair with a lot of people/charities that have really struggled for awhile and liberate a lot of people more than two dozen really help push people out of survival mode and yeah it would be great and all to dream for now I am an unemployed janitor and meat eating buddhist monk that has to catch the bus everywhere so no driver and limo lmao but there is something 100% of people in this matrix lack and is FAITH (something a reverend should have a bit of) at the very least I am glad I chose safety and security in a goal cause most people lack that these days it will be super kewl and all just cant go nuts over it all lol I have faith I have been doing my best and I am sure *they see that and that I am glad i did not choose to be an alms mendicant I would have hated that life a lot

 People think a singular being wanting liberation is disgusting or narcissistic lmao like hello I dont want to be a slave rat fucking over people like you all my life lmao