I kind of float around on concepts food wise like I have 8 meals a week subsidized with my cafe so I struggled with endless stuff to buy that is extraordinarily high cost so now just in a toast craze so I get a really good bread sprouted and get things like guac -salmon cream cheese -berry cream cheese -jam peanut butter stuff like that and yeah its just kind of livable I get other stuff too like lentils and cous cous and mr noodles and stuff like eggs for sandwiches but until I make money I cant feed endlessly the coke addiction that is food like I have to be sensible you can be superbly happy just living on 1/10th of what everyone else does like and follow buddhist monasticism as a way of life to really deepen your practice and live without crazy amount of weird foods lol would love to get to a time where I am spending $3800 a month on vegetarian doordashing but like not even in my radar right now cant even justify one of those a month too busy surviving I know i am missing out on a tender beautiful pizza with everything on it or cheeseburger human meat or fried chicken but like I dont really care it just doesnt really pull me like it used to when I treat people to dinner or have dinner out with family its my time to have fun hahaha a real treat even gum is $4 a pack