having friendships with my exes proved futile so my most recent one the bald dude with the one inch dick was a fucken whackjob still lives in my moms building it is what it is I will never be rid of him but the super loaded one in vancouver who the other guy was jealous over and wanted to also fuck was like a fucking prick I knew i would have resistance with them I just gave it my all it turns out they were my greatest enemies while being friends he said shit like oh teenhuntr blog that will attract pedos and barron trump blog why do you do a blog about him he is so ugly and just a resistance to pretty much everything I took on but they did not bank on one aspect of me is that I am very sure of what i take on as a website job or project and over confident this is what chavs are famous for if 1000 people around them are yelling at them that they made the wrong choice he just flips them all the bird and tells them all to fuck off - and I just had enough of him being my enemy through it all he played like he was supportive but like I used him as a support network for micro loans like $50-$100 when I was in a pinch for groceries but like he acted for a decade or so that it was not an issue and in the last few months he came across like I was using him all day and its like no fuckhead I seriously needed help every time I asked i was in fucking distress so now I have nobody really to help so just gonna start stacking toonies in case I have issues again my problem is that I have been literally living on like $300 a month after bills so its challenging at best but my gig work app is really taking off booked for 5 shifts next month some are around 3 hours each and I am just working at getting some work experience in my field right now and yeah maybe another 3 day job could be down the road in like 6 months to a year but it has to align perfectly like the gig work might totally take care of it all so who knows i just love helping people that cant clean their own home I was just booked by someone that has medical issues so its nice to help out i get $25 an hour too and get to go all over my city thankfully I have a bus pass via my pension and I am also insured for $1,000,000 in case the person says weird shit and I am always under a constant background check they all dont mind that I do websites like that is none of their business its just there are a lot of creeps out there sexually so everyone I work with is extra careful of that shit and I am not one of them but in my travels and reading the news I can see why they really check up on people before proceeding with them its a crazy world out there and like you will pass 36 serial killers in your life and probably hundreds of thousands of sex criminals they could not build enough jails to house them all