It toook me a very long time to come to a binary solution to everything in my mind like my own path will work out no matter what cause the universe is a great place and wants people to learn from my experiences and maybe everything will eventually work out because its a very cute place to live here so maybe we will all live happily ever after for all of time its kind of a mix of like a feline that just woke up to like a constant inner turmoil of a lot of issues lol I just have to learn to embrace that everything will eventually work out okay and I am not going to be beaten alive or anything which is super nice