I find I hate reading stuff but love finding my groove through buddhist discourses (vocabulary and intellect wise) and debt podcasts and just really shortened my podcasts to those two things nothing else is interesting i like a lot of esoteric things but not all day but like I find I am never bored doing blogging art meditation dhamma talks and stuff its like stuffing stuff into my day seems like a lost cause only so many hours lol i spend a lot of time on social media and have found I have read quite a few of my occult books its funny I guess I have a fear of getting bored lol