might start working with a topic then do an audio dhamma discourse and post here try and do around 10 min to 30 min ish maybe I can drone on for hours we will see it will be interesting I just find I am good writing the updates and really liked speaking dhamma as a discourse because it allows a type of connection that is indescribable and I used to live in homes where it was not ideal due to other people living and squacking around including small parrots so yeah I find I have a lot of isolation in my current abode and its fun so yeah it will be interesting I just dreaded like writing about a philosophical topic for some reason I just wonder if I will be an alan watts in like 30 years wise old stoner that everyone likes :)

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