I am the only gay MK ultra mind control victim to seek recovery most others just love it all -see I could not handle the violence and being raped without my consent but a lot of gay men are into that but I am not i was due to be boiled alive by rich freemasons to be in their human soups but changed all that when I quit and left the sex trade they turn hot tubs into giant soup and stew pits for human beings they hinted at it on harry and the hendersons