been flip flopping on a lot of decisions kind of a by product of my thinking process I just think its like the world events is getting to my soul hahaha oh well I just have faith that it will all work out and I make the right decision for me in the long run even if it does not make a lot of sense in the present hehehe I figure like we all and me personally always have several routes to go into its kind of just being human and its so fun hahaha just cant ignore the lunacy of the world these days its seems the days of being guided by benevolent older males is like over now we have to live in psychoville hahaha