so like gambling is funny I just enter the national lotteries by paper ballot cause I have self excluded from the BC legal gambling site because they dont have proper protections in place that would work for me, smoking is like non existent actually quit for like 6 weeks after smoking 4 or so cartons after being quit for 9 months before it was funny but this time around has to be pretty tough weed is like overdosing and i occasionally dabble in shrooms but like only a half dose on so many meds and my vegetarianism is like 50/50 in favor of vegetarian - so kind of like go one way one day and into tempeh the next hahaha at least I am making an effort and trying to find a good combination of cat and crow chows I just cant walk by these things and not feed them lol I swear I could offer a feline and crow breadline lol people are like oh you cannot feed wildlife that is a matrix violation but yeah wont touch any investment or crypto or anything no real hope for a lot of my projects out of 100 maybe 7 are succeeding really well and it just outweighs all the negativity of the other 93 lol they have me believe 1 person views every single piece of my art for over 10 years but no more than that and they game personal traffic counts its fucked like they say 800-6000 a day on church and like 1 each piece on art site but it would be a state secret my traffic counts because its probably like hundreds of thousands of hits per hour out of 21 blogs about 8 are doing really really well a lot of engagement but all the others are just whatever and a few apparently are non existent which I highly doubt incl z3n8 so fuck like I trust twitter and google and youtube with all that info