I was going through this stuff in my mind to better myself vs my skillset and was toiling with the idea of going back to the mental health clubhouse but after a lot of thought it may not be a good fit for me since it is 100% a social clubhouse and when I was meditating in a quiet room i overheard the helper say "oh this place is just like ROTARY" and i was like wtf the service organization for the freemason shriners? lmao but like everyone there is ok and all I dont mind the people its just too social and they really kind of commercialized the food around there even though they have over a million dollars you have to get a stamp card to get a $2 lunch and some people may be kind of going through stuff there and say weird shit its kind of a day psych ward haha but like anything social and I am like um no would rather chill out at home and do twink art like its in your gut on a surface level something might sound okay to you but you will feel it if it will be a good fit like I know I have to choose introvert friendly things to do I like being social I am the most social sign on the zodiac its just I choose not to be when I can for my own sanity lol