Virtual Ministry Archive

I don't give myself enough credit for quitting smoking like it seems so easy sometimes and then I remember I quit many times and kind of feel like a failure when I start and stop over and over like some people chain smoke their whole lives and cant even quit for a week without like caving I just realized like if I am going to smoke weed then I have to pick one or the other or my time here is very limited and just throw a ton of good vitamins my way hahaha its just immense all I can afford now that I am not chained to them like even to get the native smokes is still pricey but all justifiable when you are addicted its just I want to have a manageable amount of addictions and not be totally out of control -even working on coffee too went down to like 1 or 2 in 24 hrs when I used to have like 8-10 cups just sick of pissing all day lmao oh well its the little things ahahaha i just know the world is going to get even more challenging and expensive so the less addictions I have the better since we can justify paying astronomical amounts on even just one of them...