Virtual Ministry Archive

didn't really get that far in my addictions hahaha It strikes me as odd that I could totally mostly solve something very difficult like gambling + slots but cant really cut coffee out of my life-smoking or herb I guess I am just enjoying life...part of me does not want to smoke ciggarettes because of getting a stroke and I have mostly solved coffee by having a nootropic with caffeine maybe have 2 a day now instead of a whole pot or two lol and weed I dont think I could ever give it up hahaha want to get even more expensive shit now been smoking premium shake for a few years now and can get AAAA grams for around $3-$4 in canada so I figure I will smoke less weed with more potent stuff that like renders you handicapped haha always nice :) oh well :) its like a reward mechanism for me cause I work like 19 hours a day so there is that but I know I have an extremely addictive mindset which is why I try and stay away from things that could really harm me, but like would do a line of coke if offered or snort some xtacy or ketamine or microdose on acid and shrooms but like my days of staying up for 22 days are over thank god poor meth twinks these days have it rough with the drug supply out there at least it was all pure back in the 90's