been agonizing about bank of z3n8 lol I just cant manage money but I hope to be able to with some courage :) it will be cool having massive thousands avail to me if I need it but not gonna spend it all gonna save in case there is no other option and do what you should do and pay it off every month -also decided I hate janitorial stuff it was ok when I did it but I feel I am suited to the arts and blogging and cant like speculate on variables that could happen with the world events to shape my own life so just gonna deal with stuff as it comes :) I feel my country would protect us from threats down south etc who knows i know my pension is for vulnerable people and society is really too vulnerable to collapse entirely i just hope to have some resources avail if that ever does happen and not have to stock up on peaches