actually great comfort in being asexual you will never be busted by kreepkatchers lmao and you will never ever get a sexual disease -its funny I get overwhelmed by sexual energy due to my blogs and art and stuff but I have learnt to just kind of meditate on it and cycle it back into my creativity not like endlessly penetrate people to solve my energetic issues :) I wont lie I still take care of my needs personally I am not an orthodox-mainstream buddhist monk (still hold the title of urban monk) but like that is just dealt with in private not involving anyone and i dont base my whole life on having another guy around to rape all day and share expenses due to the penetrative act this is what separates me from most gay men and even powerful people is that I do not attribute abuse to my sexuality or the need to constantly gratify sexual needs which are endless and never ending there is a lot of power you can keep within yourself when you do not have a life partner and I dunno buddhist monks must be full of shit cause I cant go like 4-5 days without releasing that tension or I go crazy and yeah I kind of coax it along cause I deal with a lot of porn in my blogs and art but I dunno I dont really think about it much I just feel pretty liberated knowing I dont need anyone really -married to my art and church hehehe