my addictions work from a few days ago went nowhere lol stopped coffee smoking for 3 days and herb maybe down from 30 joints to about 5 but like I think I am like just having fun with life haha I dunno what to do I just am so thankful I was able to defeat slots but like we have assisted dying here which I would take when its too late so I dont suffer I just think to myself god all these fucking losers in power could end everything (theoretically-in principle) with a huge vaporization and a large flash and bang and bam we are all on the other side waiting in line and the rulers have been swiftly carted off to the hell worlds to be tortured endlessly but like might as well just enjoy life with how things are going and I am blessed not to have many addictions other than that just addicted to success hahaha as you can tell but like I was blessed to not develop an opioid addiction-alcohol or like severe gambling or like to food and be 900 lbs or something I just figure I tried my best and am doing my best with all this shit they get us addicted 2 like I am not really addicted to food even though I am 200+ lbs like just eat veggie meat or eggs sandwiches most of the time and some stuff from my cafe but its usually like 18 of the same thing for a week hahaha

 Oh well try again tomorrow lol